so this is a theory i have about...me
i dont make a very good best friend.
i just dont think i have what it takes to be one. whatever that is.
i can have good friends or close friends for a while and then...they find someone...better. or someone that they can always be friends with and its always good. or whatever. i dont even know
i dont know why or what it is
i just dont think im...cabable. or whatever.
its like im one of those "part of the group" friends. but thats it. just there because somehow im a part.
i didnt say this was a very fully developed theory.
theory non the less
a theory that i see proving itself true too many times.