friends

soooo i just sometimes want to talk to people again. .... not people in general...specific people that i just miss talking to sometimes

oooooo life

oh wells.

also, i have decided that i dont want to make another blog for the 4th year...so this is about to be 3rd and 4th...blogger can just get over it

:-P

uncertainties of life

there are so many

things you just wish you could know
wish you could be sure of
wish you could see more clearly

such is life i suppose

perhaps...

i was talking to a friend of mine the other day about being single and such and he said "maybe we are single because we arent ready yet. like the reason why you dont give a ten year old a ferrari"
i thought about that.
it made sense.
maybe we arent ready. or, maybe we are, but the person we are supposed to be with isnt.
and until we (or they) are ready its just a lonely waiting game.
relying on god.
praying that you and the other person out there will grow and become ready soon, so that you can end the loneliness and start a life together
a life of love; love given by god



...not saying that being single is awful and that being in a relationship makes life worth it. because thats just simply not true.
but when you feel like you are ready to start that journey; or at least get closer to it than you currently are; sometimes being single just simply sucks...

stuck in my head

"i go about my business, im doing fine. besides what would i say if i had you on the line? same old story not much to say. hearts are broken everyday"

lately i have been in such a jewel mood

good summer days

today was good. one of those days summer was meant for.

slept in. (like everyday this week actually)
went to little rock with friends. while there we got to meet seth after getting back from his summer in GREECE!! that lucky duck. that was great. we ate at the wonderful red lobster as well :-) yummy yummy shrimp :-)
came back home and picked up courtney
watched some SYTYCD and then "when harry met sally" which has some of the cutest lines and best scenes ever in a film :-)

good times all around.

tomorrow i think its lake day!!!

and then driving home for a week before starting another semester :-)

wonder

sooo at work there was something that i wanted to blog about....but i have now forgotten what that something is....

oh well

i just had two tacos...at 1 in the morning :-)
they were good

yay for taco bell still being open late in this town that shuts down at 10 :-)

dear stephanie meyer

please fall back in love with writing edward's story and finish "midnight sun"

the first 264 pages are great and i would really appreciate knowing the rest of the story via him.

k thanks,
--a big fan--