Friday, June 26, 2009

summer things i miss

while i have been loving this summer, and i love spending it with my friends and in theatre and working...

i have really missed summer things like church camp and vbs and summer devos with a youth group every week.

i miss those great summer things :-/

one day we will be reunited...even if it means going to church camp with my kids..haha
...a long long time from now of course

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

dear atlantic sea,

me and you are not friends.
please get smaller or something


Monday, June 15, 2009

why still?

even after almost a year, it still brings tears to my eyes...


even after knowing its probably for the best, it still makes me sad...


...remembering the past can suck

Wednesday, June 10, 2009


i am doing a standardized patient thing for the PA program in the next couple of weeks where i act like a patient with certain conditions and the PA students get practice doing what they do. well, being there (and that walk in the science/math building) made me realize how much i really missed taking math and science classes. i really enjoyed that stuff. and one day i would love to be in the field of medicine. being a nurse or something in the medical field is something that i really want to do some day...

some day...

right now though, i cant pass up my passion of theatre. i really do love everything about this art. even the parts that i dont like i can find joy in...its crazy how much i want to be successful however i get involved!! i just spent way to much time looking at spring awakening feeds on youtube and everytime i watch theatre clips or behind the scenes things my passion is just fed. i LOVE it! it inspires me to take singing lessons, to take dance lessons, to work out and stay active and in shape, to audition and take every opportunity i can get! makes me want to give everything i have to any job or part i get; because there is no small part.

i pray that god gives me the chance to do what i dream of and what i love...

Tuesday, June 9, 2009


while walking through the science and bible building today for work i realized that i really do like harding. not just because the campus is beautiful (especially during these summer times when everything is green), not just because of the great people, friends, and relationships i have gained while being here; but because it really is a good school.
it might not be the greatest school and it might have some ridiculous rules, but its a good school.
its hard to really see that during the school year with class work and friends to cloud the picture.
but when walking through an almost empty building, you recall the feelings of walking through those halls for class, the good and bad times spent in those classes, the teacher you had, the friends you made...

summer after freshman year i almost was actually something i gave alot of thought.

im glad i didnt. ... i would have enjoyed the other school and good memories and relationships and friends would have been made there too ... but im glad i stayed

i wouldnt have it any other way