tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-45535301626509669522024-02-20T17:18:57.382-08:00College Life year trois et quatre-Megan J W-http://www.blogger.com/profile/01379838903949954187noreply@blogger.comBlogger67125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553530162650966952.post-24535353578541098242010-09-13T08:33:00.000-07:002010-09-13T08:36:08.202-07:00Final post for this specific blogAlright, well, as promised I have started a blog for my 5th and final year here at Harding University.<br /><br />The url is: http://collegelifeyear5.blogspot.com/<br /><br />...or...you can just look at my other blogs on my profile and go to the new one. <br /><br />I probably wont update a ton right now because i currently have no internet in my apartment :( womp womp<br /><br />BUT soon and very soon that will change <br /><br />:-)-Megan J W-http://www.blogger.com/profile/01379838903949954187noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553530162650966952.post-63744749182636132222010-07-28T07:32:00.001-07:002010-07-28T07:39:26.923-07:00SUMMER is coming to an ENDHow I know summer is coming to an end:<br />1) tomorrow starts the last weekend of shows for SSDT (Searcy Summer Dinner Theatre)<br />2) in less than 2 weeks I move into my apartment for the fall school year<br />3) I am itching to start this semester! classes, friends, pipers, musical...everything<br /><br />Im sure there are a few more reasons but thats enough for me.<br /><br />My friend/roommate CARA GOT ENGAGED LAST NIGHT!!! Oh man, I love it, I'm so excited for her. She is a wonderful person who has found a wonderful man to share her life with. Good stuff.<br /><br />Also, new school year means NEW BLOG!! <br />I didnt make a new blog last year, and probably for the best too, considering I didnt blog much...ever...haha<br />But this year WILL be different! I am determined!<br />A new blog will be made, blogs will be written, and I will have an amazing semester full of fun/friends/adventures to fill the blog with :-)<br /><br />-----<br /><br />Currently I am sitting in the box office for SSDT playing around and doing stuff on the computer. Like every time I work at the box office. I've only been here for 40 mins and there is just nothing to do. Oh well, I dont mind being completely bored and getting paid for nothing too much.<br /><br />The summer is almost over, and I can NOT wait for what this semester has instore!!<br /><br />Have a great day! <3-Megan J W-http://www.blogger.com/profile/01379838903949954187noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553530162650966952.post-66737319551405821062010-07-21T20:49:00.000-07:002010-07-21T20:52:32.493-07:00that strange little feelingSo...have you ever had that feeling like you should be doing something but you have no idea what that thing is.<br /><br />I have had that feeling all day today.<br /><br />I feel like I should be making To-Do lists, or writing things in a calendar, or scheduling something...or DOING...SOMETHING.<br /><br />I dont know, but its driving me crazy.<br /><br />Maybe it is just me being ready for school and actually needing to make a to-do list because i have things to-do. <br /><br />blah!<br /><br />summer!-Megan J W-http://www.blogger.com/profile/01379838903949954187noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553530162650966952.post-72039311527147024272010-07-20T21:48:00.000-07:002010-07-20T21:53:45.128-07:00Vacation with the WallingsWell, I just got back from my nearly week vacation with Riley and his family. I joined the whole gang at the beach for a few days before heading off for the rest of my stay at their house in N.C. <br /><br />My vacation was wonderful!! I am becoming more comfortable with his family, which is always a good thing, and I think that feeling goes both ways. It was nice to be in a mutually "new" place (as opposed to at their house for the whole time). And, of course, I LOVED being able to be with Riley everyday!<br />I miss him so much everyday we are not together, and I am so glad every chance we get to see each other (especially as of this past semester and summer, with it all being long distance). Good things are in store for the two of us; I just know it :-)<br /><br />Now just two weekends left for the summer theatre, and moving into my apartment for the school year on the 10th, and then home for a couple weeks, and then school time!!<br />I am really looking forward to this school year and everything it has to offer :-)-Megan J W-http://www.blogger.com/profile/01379838903949954187noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553530162650966952.post-37948497806780842992010-07-02T20:42:00.000-07:002010-07-02T20:46:05.983-07:00sometimes you feel like a nut...sometimes you dontya know...<br />i really dont like this long distance thing.<br /><br />sometimes its just so hard to truly appreciate and only think about the amazing thing you already have when they arent right there with you.<br /><br />and then you feel bad for ever letting a thought like that cross your mind.<br /><br />just goes to show how much i have to grow thats for sure <br />but i look forward to growing and continuing to learn all about my amazing thing :)-Megan J W-http://www.blogger.com/profile/01379838903949954187noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553530162650966952.post-76859513963307540132010-04-16T21:12:00.000-07:002010-04-16T21:13:59.153-07:00god provides....right?....yeah.....<br /><br />i dont know how im going to pay for school this year.....<br /><br />apparently no one thinks i deserve financial help at all<br /><br />.....oh well. <br /><br />here's to being in debt...lots and lots of debt...-Megan J W-http://www.blogger.com/profile/01379838903949954187noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553530162650966952.post-45066914243456067672010-04-13T00:58:00.000-07:002010-04-13T01:07:12.394-07:00life gets better, one day at a timetomorrow i leave spring piper tour!!! this semester has definitely been lacking in piper time, but we are catching up, and what better way to catch up on missed times than to go on a tour for the better part of a week!<br />I am excited and so ready to spend time with "family," and time loving on hundreds of kids!<br /><br />also coming soon is the arrival of Riley back onto the soil of america. i can not even begin to express how ready i am for him to be back. i dont want to sound like "that girl" or anything, but having your boyfriend gone for a whole semester really just SUCKS. i didnt have my best friend, the person i vent too, the person who calms me down and takes my stress away, the person who makes me so happy. and without him it has been a VERY LONG semester. but he is coming back tomorrow, and soon back to me. <br />before today i was honestly pretty nervous about it. alot of time has passed, growing has happened, and emotions have changed since we were together and i didnt know how all of this would play into us being together again. obviously we want to be together, but...its just hard to explain in words. however, i got to talk to Riley tonight via skype/googlemail chat and i feel much better about everything.<br />and even more ready for him to be back on campus!!<br /><br />besides the busy-ness that comes with the end of the year. that is my life.-Megan J W-http://www.blogger.com/profile/01379838903949954187noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553530162650966952.post-5081760879298102532010-04-05T22:30:00.001-07:002010-04-05T22:36:04.517-07:009 DAYS!!!Riley comes back to the united states of america in 9 days!!! (and now that its past midnight, 8 days kinda)<br /><br />It is so close!! yet still far enough away for me to hate it!<br /><br />This semester has been SO LONG and filled with highs and lows, but the biggest low is the fact that I cant share any of these times with Riley :-( <br /><br />After hanging out with someone nearly every day last semester, its tough when they are gone. and especially with limited or no communication.<br /><br />But just 9 more days. that is all I have left until I can once again talk to riley on the phone. and then just a long week later, we will finally, once again be together in person.<br /><br />it will be a great day filled with constant anxiety until he pulls into my dorm parking lot, and most of all, lots of happiness!<br /><br />just 9 more days<br />9<br /><br />i can do that....-Megan J W-http://www.blogger.com/profile/01379838903949954187noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553530162650966952.post-63321666840657878532010-03-17T22:25:00.000-07:002010-03-17T22:26:14.210-07:00ViennaSlow down<br />You crazy child<br />Your so ambitious for a juvenile<br />But then if you’re so smart, then tell me why are you still so afraid<br />Where’s the fire? What’s the hurry about?<br />You better cool it off, before you burn it out<br />You got so much to do, but only so many hours in a day<br />But you know that when the truth is told,<br />That you can get what you want or you can just get old<br />Your gonna kick off before you even get half way through<br />When will you realize, Vienna waits for you<br /><br />Slow down<br />Your doin fine<br />You can’t be everything you wanna be before your time<br />Although it’s so romantic on the borderline tonight, tonight<br />To bad that is the life you lead<br />You’re so ahead of your self that you forget what you need<br />Though you can see when your wrong, you can’t always see when your right<br />You got your passion, you got your pride<br />But don’t you know that only fools are satisfied<br />Dream on! But don’t imagine they’ll all come true<br />When will you realize, Vienna waits for you<br /><br />Slow down<br />You crazy child<br />And take the phone off the hook and disappear for awhile<br />It’s alright. You can afford to lose a day or two<br />When will you realize, Vienna waits for you.<br />That u can get what you want or you can just get old<br />Your gonna kick off before you even get half way through<br />When will you realize, Vienna waits for you<br />Why don’t you realize, Vienna waits for you<br />When will you realize, Vienna waits for you-Megan J W-http://www.blogger.com/profile/01379838903949954187noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553530162650966952.post-45355190186190444682010-02-22T22:36:00.000-08:002010-02-22T22:41:15.267-08:00stupid atlantic ocean once again!!i am hating the atlantic ocean for a far different reason than i hated it over the summer...well thats not true...very similar reason infact...but a more serious one!<br /><br />ugh!<br /><br />i just want it to be april<br />i just want to be able to have things to do outside of class and rehearsal (like on the weekends when i usually just sit around or do work)<br />i just want to talk to my boyfriend<br />i just want to see him<br />i just want to give him a hug and a kiss<br /><br />i just want to be able to tell him all the things i think...but that cant happen. it cant happen while he is overseas and it cant happen until these things are ready to be said. <br /><br /><br />for now i would just settle with april<br />and NOT FREE TRAVEL!! :-(-Megan J W-http://www.blogger.com/profile/01379838903949954187noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553530162650966952.post-49432231140949939752009-12-24T14:27:00.000-08:002009-12-24T14:28:29.537-08:00blah blah blahits always great to find out you dont really have the good friends you thought you had<br /><br />oh well<br /><br />not like i did anything to help the matter<br /><br />this semester...just stole everything except my last breath-Megan J W-http://www.blogger.com/profile/01379838903949954187noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553530162650966952.post-83353707867993258512009-09-14T20:09:00.000-07:002009-09-14T20:12:21.207-07:00friendssoooo i just sometimes want to talk to people again. .... not people in general...specific people that i just miss talking to sometimes<br /><br />oooooo life<br /><br />oh wells.<br /><br />also, i have decided that i dont want to make another blog for the 4th year...so this is about to be 3rd and 4th...blogger can just get over it <br /><br />:-P-Megan J W-http://www.blogger.com/profile/01379838903949954187noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553530162650966952.post-91477264454254376852009-09-01T22:46:00.000-07:002009-09-01T22:47:45.003-07:00uncertainties of lifethere are so many<br /><br />things you just wish you could know<br />wish you could be sure of<br />wish you could see more clearly<br /><br />such is life i suppose-Megan J W-http://www.blogger.com/profile/01379838903949954187noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553530162650966952.post-53884636022317095172009-08-21T01:18:00.000-07:002009-08-21T01:30:00.469-07:00perhaps...i was talking to a friend of mine the other day about being single and such and he said "maybe we are single because we arent ready yet. like the reason why you dont give a ten year old a ferrari"<br />i thought about that. <br />it made sense. <br />maybe we arent ready. or, maybe we are, but the person we are supposed to be with isnt.<br />and until we (or they) are ready its just a lonely waiting game.<br />relying on god. <br />praying that you and the other person out there will grow and become ready soon, so that you can end the loneliness and start a life together<br />a life of love; love given by god <br /><br /><br /><br />...not saying that being single is awful and that being in a relationship makes life worth it. because thats just simply not true. <br />but when you feel like you are ready to start that journey; or at least get closer to it than you currently are; sometimes being single just simply sucks...-Megan J W-http://www.blogger.com/profile/01379838903949954187noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553530162650966952.post-13911724393144118532009-08-19T08:00:00.000-07:002009-08-19T08:02:14.563-07:00stuck in my head"i go about my business, im doing fine. besides what would i say if i had you on the line? same old story not much to say. hearts are broken everyday"<br /><br />lately i have been in such a jewel mood-Megan J W-http://www.blogger.com/profile/01379838903949954187noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553530162650966952.post-10974986557329566822009-08-13T23:16:00.001-07:002009-08-13T23:20:23.424-07:00good summer daystoday was good. one of those days summer was meant for.<br /><br />slept in. (like everyday this week actually)<br />went to little rock with friends. while there we got to meet seth after getting back from his summer in GREECE!! that lucky duck. that was great. we ate at the wonderful red lobster as well :-) yummy yummy shrimp :-)<br />came back home and picked up courtney<br />watched some SYTYCD and then "when harry met sally" which has some of the cutest lines and best scenes ever in a film :-)<br /><br />good times all around.<br /><br />tomorrow i think its lake day!!!<br /><br />and then driving home for a week before starting another semester :-)-Megan J W-http://www.blogger.com/profile/01379838903949954187noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553530162650966952.post-80571088931408466342009-07-30T23:44:00.000-07:002009-07-30T23:45:31.070-07:00wondersooo at work there was something that i wanted to blog about....but i have now forgotten what that something is....<br /><br />oh well<br /><br />i just had two tacos...at 1 in the morning :-)<br />they were good<br /><br />yay for taco bell still being open late in this town that shuts down at 10 :-)-Megan J W-http://www.blogger.com/profile/01379838903949954187noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553530162650966952.post-79565274237522658112009-07-20T10:35:00.000-07:002009-07-20T10:37:24.695-07:00dear stephanie meyerplease fall back in love with writing edward's story and finish "midnight sun"<br /><br />the first 264 pages are great and i would really appreciate knowing the rest of the story via him.<br /><br />k thanks,<br />--a big fan---Megan J W-http://www.blogger.com/profile/01379838903949954187noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553530162650966952.post-3234558021826509772009-07-08T11:32:00.000-07:002009-07-08T11:34:00.802-07:00dear...dear life.<br />why are you so expensive?<br /><br />dear money.<br />i hate you.<br /><br /><br />with all my heart,<br />poor college student-Megan J W-http://www.blogger.com/profile/01379838903949954187noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553530162650966952.post-68151898735732667582009-06-26T23:46:00.000-07:002009-06-26T23:48:55.969-07:00summer things i misswhile i have been loving this summer, and i love spending it with my friends and in theatre and working...<br /><br />i have really missed summer things like church camp and vbs and summer devos with a youth group every week.<br /><br />i miss those great summer things :-/<br /><br />one day we will be reunited...even if it means going to church camp with my kids..haha<br />...a long long time from now of course-Megan J W-http://www.blogger.com/profile/01379838903949954187noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553530162650966952.post-90630279280065254722009-06-17T21:44:00.000-07:002009-06-17T21:45:14.860-07:00dear atlantic sea,me and you are not friends.<br />please get smaller or something<br /><br />sincerely,<br />megan-Megan J W-http://www.blogger.com/profile/01379838903949954187noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553530162650966952.post-35438994804637492122009-06-15T17:56:00.000-07:002009-06-15T17:57:51.488-07:00why still?even after almost a year, it still brings tears to my eyes...<br /><br />why <br /><br />even after knowing its probably for the best, it still makes me sad...<br /><br />why<br /><br />...remembering the past can suck-Megan J W-http://www.blogger.com/profile/01379838903949954187noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553530162650966952.post-33015935521800207662009-06-10T22:54:00.001-07:002009-06-10T23:01:11.626-07:00passions...i am doing a standardized patient thing for the PA program in the next couple of weeks where i act like a patient with certain conditions and the PA students get practice doing what they do. well, being there (and that walk in the science/math building) made me realize how much i really missed taking math and science classes. i really enjoyed that stuff. and one day i would love to be in the field of medicine. being a nurse or something in the medical field is something that i really want to do some day...<br /><br />some day...<br /><br />right now though, i cant pass up my passion of theatre. i really do love everything about this art. even the parts that i dont like i can find joy in...its crazy how much i want to be successful however i get involved!! i just spent way to much time looking at spring awakening feeds on youtube and everytime i watch theatre clips or behind the scenes things my passion is just fed. i LOVE it! it inspires me to take singing lessons, to take dance lessons, to work out and stay active and in shape, to audition and take every opportunity i can get! makes me want to give everything i have to any job or part i get; because there is no small part. <br /><br />i pray that god gives me the chance to do what i dream of and what i love...-Megan J W-http://www.blogger.com/profile/01379838903949954187noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553530162650966952.post-62253867058973176052009-06-09T21:41:00.001-07:002009-06-09T21:52:57.327-07:00hardingwhile walking through the science and bible building today for work i realized that i really do like harding. not just because the campus is beautiful (especially during these summer times when everything is green), not just because of the great people, friends, and relationships i have gained while being here; but because it really is a good school. <br />it might not be the greatest school and it might have some ridiculous rules, but its a good school. <br />its hard to really see that during the school year with class work and friends to cloud the picture. <br />but when walking through an almost empty building, you recall the feelings of walking through those halls for class, the good and bad times spent in those classes, the teacher you had, the friends you made...<br /><br />summer after freshman year i almost transferred...it was actually something i gave alot of thought. <br /><br />im glad i didnt. ... i would have enjoyed the other school and good memories and relationships and friends would have been made there too ... but im glad i stayed<br /><br />i wouldnt have it any other way-Megan J W-http://www.blogger.com/profile/01379838903949954187noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553530162650966952.post-310635874868029092009-05-05T22:48:00.000-07:002009-05-05T22:50:01.435-07:00one of the greatest songs ever written by manWell I don't know if I'm wrong<br />Cause she's only just gone<br />Here's to another relationship<br />Bombed by excellent breed of gamete disease<br />I'm sure when I'm older I'll know what that means<br />Cried when she should and she laughed when she could<br />Here's to the man with his face in the mud<br />And an overcast play just taken away<br />From the lover's in love at the centre of stage yeah<br />Loving is fine if you have plenty of time<br />For walking on stilts at the edge of your mind<br />Loving is good if your dick's made of wood<br />And the dick left inside only half understood her<br />What makes her come and what makes her stay?<br />What make the animal run, run away yeah<br />What makes him stall, what makes him stand<br />And what shakes the elephant now<br />And what makes a man?<br />I don't know, I don't know, I don't know<br />No I don't know you any more<br />No, no, no, no...<br />I don't know if I'm wrong<br />'Cause shes only just gone<br />Why the fuck is this day taking so long<br />I was a lover of time and once she was mine<br />I was a lover indeed, I was covered in weed<br />Cried when she should and she laughed when she could<br />Well closer to god is the one who's in love<br />And I walk away cause I can<br />Too many options may kill a man<br />Loving is fine if it's not in your mind<br />But I've fucked it up now, too many times<br />Loving is good if it's not understood<br />Yeah, but I'm the professor<br />And feel that I should know<br />What makes her come and what makes her stay?<br />What make the animal run, run away and<br />What makes him tick apart from him prick<br />And the lonelier side of the jealousy stick<br />I don't know, I don't know, I don't know<br />No I don't know, I don't know, I don't know<br />No I don't know, I don't know, I don't know<br />Hell I don't know you any more<br />No, no, no no...<br />Well I don't know if I'm wrong<br />'Cause she's only just gone<br />Here's to another relationship<br />Bombed by my excellent breed of gamete disease<br />I finished it off with some French wine and cheese<br />La fille danse<br />Quand elle joue avec moi<br />Et je pense que je l'aime des fois<br />Le silence, n'ose pas dis-donc<br />Quand on est ensemble<br />Mettre les mots<br />Sur la petite dodo<br /><br />Damien Rice--The Professor-Megan J W-http://www.blogger.com/profile/01379838903949954187noreply@blogger.com1