one of the greatest songs ever written by man

Well I don't know if I'm wrong
Cause she's only just gone
Here's to another relationship
Bombed by excellent breed of gamete disease
I'm sure when I'm older I'll know what that means
Cried when she should and she laughed when she could
Here's to the man with his face in the mud
And an overcast play just taken away
From the lover's in love at the centre of stage yeah
Loving is fine if you have plenty of time
For walking on stilts at the edge of your mind
Loving is good if your dick's made of wood
And the dick left inside only half understood her
What makes her come and what makes her stay?
What make the animal run, run away yeah
What makes him stall, what makes him stand
And what shakes the elephant now
And what makes a man?
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know
No I don't know you any more
No, no, no, no...
I don't know if I'm wrong
'Cause shes only just gone
Why the fuck is this day taking so long
I was a lover of time and once she was mine
I was a lover indeed, I was covered in weed
Cried when she should and she laughed when she could
Well closer to god is the one who's in love
And I walk away cause I can
Too many options may kill a man
Loving is fine if it's not in your mind
But I've fucked it up now, too many times
Loving is good if it's not understood
Yeah, but I'm the professor
And feel that I should know
What makes her come and what makes her stay?
What make the animal run, run away and
What makes him tick apart from him prick
And the lonelier side of the jealousy stick
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know
No I don't know, I don't know, I don't know
No I don't know, I don't know, I don't know
Hell I don't know you any more
No, no, no no...
Well I don't know if I'm wrong
'Cause she's only just gone
Here's to another relationship
Bombed by my excellent breed of gamete disease
I finished it off with some French wine and cheese
La fille danse
Quand elle joue avec moi
Et je pense que je l'aime des fois
Le silence, n'ose pas dis-donc
Quand on est ensemble
Mettre les mots
Sur la petite dodo

Damien Rice--The Professor

the closing of another school year

wow...it is finals week of spring semester already
crazy how time passes. at some points moving sooo quickly, and i some points taking forever to pass. this semester/year has seemed long, yet at the same time i cant believe it is already over.
oh man.

finals week is upon us.
i have already taken one test....none tomorrow (just studying and packing for me)...and then 2 on wednesday and two on thursday and i am out of here!!
home for almost 2 days to celebrate my birthday (MAY 8TH!!! 21!) and then back to searcy to leave for scotland and england.

i am so excited!

this has been a crazy semester. lots of drama. but even more good times. and i have made some great relationships this year/semester. ones that i hope i will never loose!

also, 7 minutes then it is my bedtime, so i am out. just a short sweet post :)

my life

...

not good enough for boys
not good enough for the musical

too bad everyone else i know is good enough to be cast in the musical
and everyone else is liked

and everyone else is happy

tonight i am not happy

but its fine

i'll pretend to be happy later

im glad school is almost over...that will be a good day

dear kris (and anyone else wondering)

i was serious (not sarcastic) in that last blog
i wanted to be secretary so i am actually excited and thankful

:-)

also, i think we have awesome new club officers who (at least at the moment) seem very dedicated to helping make this club great...or at least work its way up from what it has been in the past.

last year's officers did a great job at getting some things done and trying, and i think this next year will be even better

lets make cp/apo something people actually WANT to be a part of!!

(alright, my speech is over now)

thank you

dear members of cp/apo

thank you for voting me your secretary for the 2009-2010 school year

love
megan

un-writable

so much to say, no words to say them with.
there are things i want to say, but cant because of other eyes
there are things i want to say, but cant because i wouldnt know how
there are things that i dont even know i want to say but that are there

so instead of saying any of them, here are some lyrics from a song that i very much enjoy

Sometimes in the morning i am petrified and can't move
Awake but cannot open my eyes
And the weight is crushing down on my lungs i know i can't breath
And hope someone will help me this time
Your mother's still calling you insane and high
Swearing it's different this time
And you tell her to give in to the demons that possess her
And that godnever blessed her insides
Then you hang up the phone and feel badly for upsetting things
And crawl back into bed to dream of a time
When your heart was open wide and you loved things just because
Like the sick and the dying

And sometimes when you're on you're really fucking on
And your friends they sing along and they love you
But the lows are so extreme that the good seems fucking cheap
And it teases you for weeks in its absense
But you'll fight and you'll make it through
You'll fake it if you have to
And you'll show up for work with a smile
And you'll be be better you'll be smarter
More grown up and a better daughter
Or son and a real good friend
And you'll be awake and you'll be alert
You'll be positive though it hurts
And you'll laugh and embrace all your friends
And you'll be a real good listener
You'll be honest you'll be brave
You'll be handsome you'll be beautiful
You'll be happy

Your ship may be coming in
You're weak but not giving in
To the cries and the wails of the valley below
Your ship may be coming in
You're weak but not giving in
And you'll fight it you'll go out fighting all of them...

A Better Son / Daughter
Rilo Kiley

oh my life

soooooo i will be a happy person when this website design for internet comm class is DONE!!!

uuuhhhhh i can not even begin to explain.

i am very ready for school to be over!

on the 8th of may i will be turning 21!!!!
on that day i get to see RENT (again) with my wonderful friend james from home!!
and his b-day is two days before mine so it will be a birthday celebration for the both of us!!!! YIPPIE!!

then on the 10th of may i will be getting on a plane to go overseas to scotland and england for PIPER TOUR!!!!
i am sooooooooooooooooooooooooo freakin excited about that trip, i can hardly believe it is coming up so soon!!!!
it will be a good weekend.

rent and overseas wonderfulness....

:-D

..................................

i just have to survive the semester
and hopefully get some grades up...
i would like to end with A's and B's....*cross some fingers*