sometimes you just dont feel like you have what it takes. sometimes you dont feel like you are enough...
...and sometimes you are tired and need to shower and sleep...
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Did someone order more time?
...yep! that was me!
sooooo this semester has been the busiest i've probably ever had! i have never had more things floating around/to plan/think about/remember/keep track of than i do right now! ALL in my head! ALL at the same time! soo many things!
for those of you that dont know; all of this is due to the fact that i am directing a play this semester and it goes up on valentine's day weekend. creeping closer and closer.
we started rehearsals as soon as the semester started and i hit the ground running and have yet to slow down (did i mention there was 17 hours of classes along with that?). its kinda stressing me out...and there have been some very pessimistic days...but i am trying to keep cool and tell my self to just chill!
but enough complaining about my life, lets talk about good things! keeping on the same track, my rehearsals are going really well!! my cast has been great so far! they listen to me and try things and patiently wait while i sometimes get off track or distracted with a note i need to give my stage manager :-) i love them all! all 6!
the first week we blocked the show...very rough blocking, but a base to work off of once we got into characterization. which is what we have been doing this week. breaking down the scenes and lines and putting as much life as we can into these people/actions. tonight was the last rehearsal for the week and we have already made so much progress on the scenes! especially for this week being the 2nd time we have rehearsed them, they are coming along so well! i am proud of them all!!
also in play world, the other two directors i am going up with and myself had a production meeting yesterday and got a lot of things settled for monday's production meeting, and i feel pretty good about where we are about "outside of rehearsal" things we 3 as a group need to get done.
ummm...yeah. really all thats going on in my life is theatre.
last weekend (1st weekend of school) we had piper retreat and that went really well, we got alot of new and fun things done!! which is exciting!
monday we had off of school. that was nice! so sunday night a group of us was able to hang out and not worry about anything except having fun. which is WAS super fun!
now however i MUST read and do work...the joys of having classes that you are actually required to read in due to daily quizes :-)
sooooo this semester has been the busiest i've probably ever had! i have never had more things floating around/to plan/think about/remember/keep track of than i do right now! ALL in my head! ALL at the same time! soo many things!
for those of you that dont know; all of this is due to the fact that i am directing a play this semester and it goes up on valentine's day weekend. creeping closer and closer.
we started rehearsals as soon as the semester started and i hit the ground running and have yet to slow down (did i mention there was 17 hours of classes along with that?). its kinda stressing me out...and there have been some very pessimistic days...but i am trying to keep cool and tell my self to just chill!
but enough complaining about my life, lets talk about good things! keeping on the same track, my rehearsals are going really well!! my cast has been great so far! they listen to me and try things and patiently wait while i sometimes get off track or distracted with a note i need to give my stage manager :-) i love them all! all 6!
the first week we blocked the show...very rough blocking, but a base to work off of once we got into characterization. which is what we have been doing this week. breaking down the scenes and lines and putting as much life as we can into these people/actions. tonight was the last rehearsal for the week and we have already made so much progress on the scenes! especially for this week being the 2nd time we have rehearsed them, they are coming along so well! i am proud of them all!!
also in play world, the other two directors i am going up with and myself had a production meeting yesterday and got a lot of things settled for monday's production meeting, and i feel pretty good about where we are about "outside of rehearsal" things we 3 as a group need to get done.
ummm...yeah. really all thats going on in my life is theatre.
last weekend (1st weekend of school) we had piper retreat and that went really well, we got alot of new and fun things done!! which is exciting!
monday we had off of school. that was nice! so sunday night a group of us was able to hang out and not worry about anything except having fun. which is WAS super fun!
now however i MUST read and do work...the joys of having classes that you are actually required to read in due to daily quizes :-)
Monday, December 22, 2008
the semester is OVER!!!
the Fall 08 semester is officially over! hooray! It was a good semester....interesting semester...semester filled with lots of ups and downs...but its over and next semester starts anew :-)
now to sit back and relax at home for 3 weeks with family and friends....oh yeah...and with my script for my one-act play im directing in the spring...well, almost all fun and no work ;-)
hope everyone's semester ended well and you enjoy your break!!
now to sit back and relax at home for 3 weeks with family and friends....oh yeah...and with my script for my one-act play im directing in the spring...well, almost all fun and no work ;-)
hope everyone's semester ended well and you enjoy your break!!
Sunday, December 7, 2008
behind the words of "whatever"
As much as I don't want to, I do
As much as I would like it to mean as little to me as it does to you, it probably doesn't
As much as I would like things to be different, I know they never will
So go on doing what you do
Go on liking whom you like
Your feelings now will be your feelings always
Join the club; it's happened before
I know the game, and I know the rules
Some people always win, while others aren't so lucky
As much as I would like it to mean as little to me as it does to you, it probably doesn't
As much as I would like things to be different, I know they never will
So go on doing what you do
Go on liking whom you like
Your feelings now will be your feelings always
Join the club; it's happened before
I know the game, and I know the rules
Some people always win, while others aren't so lucky
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
time flies...
i should really write a new blog...update....talk about the things on my mind...
i will do that...sometime on the soonish :-)
i will do that...sometime on the soonish :-)
Monday, November 17, 2008
why do these things intregue me so?
TEN things you wish you could say to TEN people right now.
1. You have a huge heart, stay strong!
2. You've changed, but i hope your journey leads you to yourself.
3. I miss you alot
4. I wish we were closer.
5. Thank you for everything
6. You hurt me, and i wish i fully understood.
7. You have given up caring.
8. Im sorry.
9. Im glad we can be open about things, even though some of that openness isnt easy
10. Im sorry I suck at showing whats inside sometimes.
NINE things about yourself.
1. I am very self conscious
2. The future freaks me out!
3. I regret
4. My faith and full reliance on God has its ups and downs
5. I have put up walls that im afraid will be hard to break down
6. Nature's beauty awes me every day
7. I am impatiently waiting
8. I wish i was less of a follower (in some cases)
9. I believe that "the greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return"
EIGHT ways to win your heart.
1. The little things mean the most
2. Be able to hold a conversation not only about the important things, but about the silly nonsense too.
3. Give me butterflies.
4. The cute things you dont even realize you do
5. Show me you care about me for me
6. Sing to/with me, or play me a song
7. Earn my full trust
8. Love
SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot.
1. The future
2. How i am viewed
3. Home
4. Boys
5. the past
6. meaning
7. sleep
SIX things you do before you fall asleep.
1. Set my alarm
2. Brush my teeth
3. Check FB/email
4. Think about the day, or the morrow
5. look at the mess that is my desk
6. find a comfortable cozy spot
FIVE people who mean a lot to you at the moment.
1. Courtney
2. Adam
3. Amber
4. Kristopher
5. Leah
FOUR things you really enjoy doing.
1. Theatre
2. Laughing with close friends
3. Learning (not necessarily just school learning)
4. Being in the arms of someone who cares about you
THREE things you absolutely hate:
1. Feeling used or unwanted
2. There are only 24 hours in a day
3. The devil...haha :-P ?
TWO places you want to travel to that you've never been before.
1. Chicago
2. Overseas (period, not picky enough to care at the moment) yay piper tour!! THIS summer!
ONE confession.
1. Most people mean more to me than I show them they do...Its hard for me to show
1. You have a huge heart, stay strong!
2. You've changed, but i hope your journey leads you to yourself.
3. I miss you alot
4. I wish we were closer.
5. Thank you for everything
6. You hurt me, and i wish i fully understood.
7. You have given up caring.
8. Im sorry.
9. Im glad we can be open about things, even though some of that openness isnt easy
10. Im sorry I suck at showing whats inside sometimes.
NINE things about yourself.
1. I am very self conscious
2. The future freaks me out!
3. I regret
4. My faith and full reliance on God has its ups and downs
5. I have put up walls that im afraid will be hard to break down
6. Nature's beauty awes me every day
7. I am impatiently waiting
8. I wish i was less of a follower (in some cases)
9. I believe that "the greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return"
EIGHT ways to win your heart.
1. The little things mean the most
2. Be able to hold a conversation not only about the important things, but about the silly nonsense too.
3. Give me butterflies.
4. The cute things you dont even realize you do
5. Show me you care about me for me
6. Sing to/with me, or play me a song
7. Earn my full trust
8. Love
SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot.
1. The future
2. How i am viewed
3. Home
4. Boys
5. the past
6. meaning
7. sleep
SIX things you do before you fall asleep.
1. Set my alarm
2. Brush my teeth
3. Check FB/email
4. Think about the day, or the morrow
5. look at the mess that is my desk
6. find a comfortable cozy spot
FIVE people who mean a lot to you at the moment.
1. Courtney
2. Adam
3. Amber
4. Kristopher
5. Leah
FOUR things you really enjoy doing.
1. Theatre
2. Laughing with close friends
3. Learning (not necessarily just school learning)
4. Being in the arms of someone who cares about you
THREE things you absolutely hate:
1. Feeling used or unwanted
2. There are only 24 hours in a day
3. The devil...haha :-P ?
TWO places you want to travel to that you've never been before.
1. Chicago
2. Overseas (period, not picky enough to care at the moment) yay piper tour!! THIS summer!
ONE confession.
1. Most people mean more to me than I show them they do...Its hard for me to show
Sunday, November 16, 2008
...there are much better things to blog about i know...
If the last person you kissed saw you kissing someone else right now, do you think they would be mad?
hahaha...i highly doubt that
How do you know the last person you were in a car with?
...theatre??....it was kaity and courtney...different ways...
Where were you at 10:17 pm last night?
hmmm...watching 13 going on 30...kinda....and probably listening to courtney read cosmo
Besides this, what are you doing right now?
talking to kris and prolonging needed sleep.
Will you be up before 7 am tomorrow?
No sir!
Who did you last piss off?
i would like to think nobody
Who gave you advice recently?
courtney?? maybe...
What is something you disliked about your day?
im sure there was...but obviously nothing worth remembering
Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night
Nope
Someone just handed you $100,000. Now what?
3,000 would go straight to my PIPER campaign in the summer...then i would probably really love to pay school loans...and after good causes...
Is it easy for someone to make you smile/laugh?
most of the time, yes...its rather easy
What's been different this year?
i didnt go home this summer, i lived in searcy....
Meet anyone new this year?
yep yep. sure did!
What was the last thing you drank?
water
Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex?
yes! and he is great...friends of the opposite sex are sometimes the best
Did you have a dream last night?
Yeah...most was good...at one part i couldnt breath in my dream. but its fine
Did you get anything off your chest today?
nope, too bad
What are you thinking about right now?
haha, what i didnt get off my chest...
Who would you do anything for?
obviously there are some things you just CANT do for people...but...if i had the ability, i would try to help anyone i could
Last place you hugged someone?
third floor of shores between my room and courtneys room
Who was the last person you talked to on the telephone?
real talking?...adam?
Is there anything stressing you out currently?
always.
Haha.
Do you remember what you were like a year ago?
yes...and i seem to be learning the same lesson...
Who are you missing the most right now?
mary maybe
Who was the first person you talked to today?
courtney and kaity
What are you NOT looking forward to?
Life
Do you plan on moving out of your parents house next year?
we shall see...next year is my last at school...EK!
How late did you stay up last night and why?
1:30 ish....having fun with friends
Is there any meaning behind your profile song?
blogs can have profile songs?
Can you keep a secret?
yes.
Do you wish on 11:11?
I hope on 11:11 (i stole this answer...but its true)
Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
Not at all!
Who was the last person in your bedroom?
My roommate is in here right now
Who's the most annoying person you know?
haha...depends on the day ;-) ... but really i dont know
Do you know someone with the same birthday as you?
COCA-COLA!!!!
If your ex called you right now, would you answer?
of course, we are still cool
Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past month?
um....yeah...
Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you?
Yeah. A few, apart from the friends.
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with M?
in fact i have
When was the last time you cried really, really hard?
if by really hard you mean all day; about three weeks into the semester...
Who took your profile picture?
Leah's computer!
What's on the schedule for tomorrow?
class and lets hope spring sing call backs!
Do you want someone dead?
Never
Do you miss anyone?
im sure i do...there are always friends i never see and would love to
Do you listen to your friends' advice when they give it to you?
Ssometime. Depends on how bad I want the complete opposite.
What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
pushed two chairs together to make a bed :-D
Would you rather get up earlier or sleep in?
sleep in
Do you trust people?
sometimes too easily; even though life has taught me not to
When was the last time you had your hair cut?
july
Is the last person you made out with mad at you?
dont think so
Will this Friday be a good one?
lets hope so, then comes thanksgiving break!!
Can you read other people's expressions?
haha...i wish i was as good as others...but depending the person
When was the last time something bothered you?
Today.
Have you ever stayed in a hotel?
Several times...honestly, who hasnt??
How did you feel when you woke up today?
just dandy
How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night?
from the start of "chicago" till right after the song "funny hunny"
What's in your pocket?
not a thing
Where did you buy the shirt(s) you're wearing now?
in the front lawn. ENCOURAGE!
What are you listening to?
sadly nothing...my roommate is sleeping
Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
its crossed my mind
Last female you slept in the same room with?
courtney
Do you get along with your mom?
Yep.
How have you felt today?
cozy, tired, ignored, energized...its been an eventful day
Do you know if anyone likes you?
unfortunately i think not. such is life
hahaha...i highly doubt that
How do you know the last person you were in a car with?
...theatre??....it was kaity and courtney...different ways...
Where were you at 10:17 pm last night?
hmmm...watching 13 going on 30...kinda....and probably listening to courtney read cosmo
Besides this, what are you doing right now?
talking to kris and prolonging needed sleep.
Will you be up before 7 am tomorrow?
No sir!
Who did you last piss off?
i would like to think nobody
Who gave you advice recently?
courtney?? maybe...
What is something you disliked about your day?
im sure there was...but obviously nothing worth remembering
Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night
Nope
Someone just handed you $100,000. Now what?
3,000 would go straight to my PIPER campaign in the summer...then i would probably really love to pay school loans...and after good causes...
Is it easy for someone to make you smile/laugh?
most of the time, yes...its rather easy
What's been different this year?
i didnt go home this summer, i lived in searcy....
Meet anyone new this year?
yep yep. sure did!
What was the last thing you drank?
water
Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex?
yes! and he is great...friends of the opposite sex are sometimes the best
Did you have a dream last night?
Yeah...most was good...at one part i couldnt breath in my dream. but its fine
Did you get anything off your chest today?
nope, too bad
What are you thinking about right now?
haha, what i didnt get off my chest...
Who would you do anything for?
obviously there are some things you just CANT do for people...but...if i had the ability, i would try to help anyone i could
Last place you hugged someone?
third floor of shores between my room and courtneys room
Who was the last person you talked to on the telephone?
real talking?...adam?
Is there anything stressing you out currently?
always.
Haha.
Do you remember what you were like a year ago?
yes...and i seem to be learning the same lesson...
Who are you missing the most right now?
mary maybe
Who was the first person you talked to today?
courtney and kaity
What are you NOT looking forward to?
Life
Do you plan on moving out of your parents house next year?
we shall see...next year is my last at school...EK!
How late did you stay up last night and why?
1:30 ish....having fun with friends
Is there any meaning behind your profile song?
blogs can have profile songs?
Can you keep a secret?
yes.
Do you wish on 11:11?
I hope on 11:11 (i stole this answer...but its true)
Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
Not at all!
Who was the last person in your bedroom?
My roommate is in here right now
Who's the most annoying person you know?
haha...depends on the day ;-) ... but really i dont know
Do you know someone with the same birthday as you?
COCA-COLA!!!!
If your ex called you right now, would you answer?
of course, we are still cool
Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past month?
um....yeah...
Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you?
Yeah. A few, apart from the friends.
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with M?
in fact i have
When was the last time you cried really, really hard?
if by really hard you mean all day; about three weeks into the semester...
Who took your profile picture?
Leah's computer!
What's on the schedule for tomorrow?
class and lets hope spring sing call backs!
Do you want someone dead?
Never
Do you miss anyone?
im sure i do...there are always friends i never see and would love to
Do you listen to your friends' advice when they give it to you?
Ssometime. Depends on how bad I want the complete opposite.
What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
pushed two chairs together to make a bed :-D
Would you rather get up earlier or sleep in?
sleep in
Do you trust people?
sometimes too easily; even though life has taught me not to
When was the last time you had your hair cut?
july
Is the last person you made out with mad at you?
dont think so
Will this Friday be a good one?
lets hope so, then comes thanksgiving break!!
Can you read other people's expressions?
haha...i wish i was as good as others...but depending the person
When was the last time something bothered you?
Today.
Have you ever stayed in a hotel?
Several times...honestly, who hasnt??
How did you feel when you woke up today?
just dandy
How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night?
from the start of "chicago" till right after the song "funny hunny"
What's in your pocket?
not a thing
Where did you buy the shirt(s) you're wearing now?
in the front lawn. ENCOURAGE!
What are you listening to?
sadly nothing...my roommate is sleeping
Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
its crossed my mind
Last female you slept in the same room with?
courtney
Do you get along with your mom?
Yep.
How have you felt today?
cozy, tired, ignored, energized...its been an eventful day
Do you know if anyone likes you?
unfortunately i think not. such is life
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