stupid atlantic ocean once again!!

i am hating the atlantic ocean for a far different reason than i hated it over the summer...well thats not true...very similar reason infact...but a more serious one!

ugh!

i just want it to be april
i just want to be able to have things to do outside of class and rehearsal (like on the weekends when i usually just sit around or do work)
i just want to talk to my boyfriend
i just want to see him
i just want to give him a hug and a kiss

i just want to be able to tell him all the things i think...but that cant happen. it cant happen while he is overseas and it cant happen until these things are ready to be said.


for now i would just settle with april
and NOT FREE TRAVEL!! :-(