Monday, November 17, 2008

why do these things intregue me so?

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN people right now.
1. You have a huge heart, stay strong!
2. You've changed, but i hope your journey leads you to yourself.
3. I miss you alot
4. I wish we were closer.
5. Thank you for everything
6. You hurt me, and i wish i fully understood.
7. You have given up caring.
8. Im sorry.
9. Im glad we can be open about things, even though some of that openness isnt easy
10. Im sorry I suck at showing whats inside sometimes.

NINE things about yourself.
1. I am very self conscious
2. The future freaks me out!
3. I regret
4. My faith and full reliance on God has its ups and downs
5. I have put up walls that im afraid will be hard to break down
6. Nature's beauty awes me every day
7. I am impatiently waiting
8. I wish i was less of a follower (in some cases)
9. I believe that "the greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return"

EIGHT ways to win your heart.
1. The little things mean the most
2. Be able to hold a conversation not only about the important things, but about the silly nonsense too.
3. Give me butterflies.
4. The cute things you dont even realize you do
5. Show me you care about me for me
6. Sing to/with me, or play me a song
7. Earn my full trust
8. Love

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot.
1. The future
2. How i am viewed
3. Home
4. Boys
5. the past
6. meaning
7. sleep

SIX things you do before you fall asleep.
1. Set my alarm
2. Brush my teeth
3. Check FB/email
4. Think about the day, or the morrow
5. look at the mess that is my desk
6. find a comfortable cozy spot

FIVE people who mean a lot to you at the moment.
1. Courtney
2. Adam
3. Amber
4. Kristopher
5. Leah

FOUR things you really enjoy doing.
1. Theatre
2. Laughing with close friends
3. Learning (not necessarily just school learning)
4. Being in the arms of someone who cares about you

THREE things you absolutely hate:
1. Feeling used or unwanted
2. There are only 24 hours in a day
3. The devil...haha :-P ?

TWO places you want to travel to that you've never been before.
1. Chicago
2. Overseas (period, not picky enough to care at the moment) yay piper tour!! THIS summer!

ONE confession.
1. Most people mean more to me than I show them they do...Its hard for me to show

Sunday, November 16, 2008

...there are much better things to blog about i know...

If the last person you kissed saw you kissing someone else right now, do you think they would be mad?
hahaha...i highly doubt that

How do you know the last person you were in a car with?
...theatre??....it was kaity and courtney...different ways...

Where were you at 10:17 pm last night?
hmmm...watching 13 going on 30...kinda....and probably listening to courtney read cosmo

Besides this, what are you doing right now?
talking to kris and prolonging needed sleep.

Will you be up before 7 am tomorrow?
No sir!

Who did you last piss off?
i would like to think nobody

Who gave you advice recently?
courtney?? maybe...

What is something you disliked about your day?
im sure there was...but obviously nothing worth remembering

Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night
Nope

Someone just handed you $100,000. Now what?
3,000 would go straight to my PIPER campaign in the summer...then i would probably really love to pay school loans...and after good causes...

Is it easy for someone to make you smile/laugh?
most of the time, yes...its rather easy

What's been different this year?
i didnt go home this summer, i lived in searcy....

Meet anyone new this year?
yep yep. sure did!

What was the last thing you drank?
water

Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex?
yes! and he is great...friends of the opposite sex are sometimes the best

Did you have a dream last night?
Yeah...most was good...at one part i couldnt breath in my dream. but its fine

Did you get anything off your chest today?
nope, too bad

What are you thinking about right now?
haha, what i didnt get off my chest...

Who would you do anything for?
obviously there are some things you just CANT do for people...but...if i had the ability, i would try to help anyone i could

Last place you hugged someone?
third floor of shores between my room and courtneys room

Who was the last person you talked to on the telephone?
real talking?...adam?

Is there anything stressing you out currently?
always.
Haha.

Do you remember what you were like a year ago?
yes...and i seem to be learning the same lesson...

Who are you missing the most right now?
mary maybe

Who was the first person you talked to today?
courtney and kaity

What are you NOT looking forward to?
Life

Do you plan on moving out of your parents house next year?
we shall see...next year is my last at school...EK!

How late did you stay up last night and why?
1:30 ish....having fun with friends

Is there any meaning behind your profile song?
blogs can have profile songs?

Can you keep a secret?
yes.

Do you wish on 11:11?
I hope on 11:11 (i stole this answer...but its true)

Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
Not at all!

Who was the last person in your bedroom?
My roommate is in here right now

Who's the most annoying person you know?
haha...depends on the day ;-) ... but really i dont know

Do you know someone with the same birthday as you?
COCA-COLA!!!!

If your ex called you right now, would you answer?
of course, we are still cool

Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past month?
um....yeah...

Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you?
Yeah. A few, apart from the friends.

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with M?
in fact i have

When was the last time you cried really, really hard?
if by really hard you mean all day; about three weeks into the semester...

Who took your profile picture?
Leah's computer!

What's on the schedule for tomorrow?
class and lets hope spring sing call backs!

Do you want someone dead?
Never

Do you miss anyone?
im sure i do...there are always friends i never see and would love to

Do you listen to your friends' advice when they give it to you?
Ssometime. Depends on how bad I want the complete opposite.

What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
pushed two chairs together to make a bed :-D

Would you rather get up earlier or sleep in?
sleep in

Do you trust people?
sometimes too easily; even though life has taught me not to

When was the last time you had your hair cut?
july

Is the last person you made out with mad at you?
dont think so

Will this Friday be a good one?
lets hope so, then comes thanksgiving break!!

Can you read other people's expressions?
haha...i wish i was as good as others...but depending the person

When was the last time something bothered you?
Today.

Have you ever stayed in a hotel?
Several times...honestly, who hasnt??

How did you feel when you woke up today?
just dandy

How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night?
from the start of "chicago" till right after the song "funny hunny"

What's in your pocket?
not a thing

Where did you buy the shirt(s) you're wearing now?
in the front lawn. ENCOURAGE!

What are you listening to?
sadly nothing...my roommate is sleeping

Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
its crossed my mind

Last female you slept in the same room with?
courtney

Do you get along with your mom?
Yep.

How have you felt today?
cozy, tired, ignored, energized...its been an eventful day

Do you know if anyone likes you?
unfortunately i think not. such is life