College Life year trois et quatre

Final post for this specific blog

2010-09-13T08:33:00.000-07:00

Alright, well, as promised I have started a blog for my 5th and final year here at Harding University.

The url is: http://collegelifeyear5.blogspot.com/

...or...you can just look at my other blogs on my profile and go to the new one.

I probably wont update a ton right now because i currently have no internet in my apartment :( womp womp

BUT soon and very soon that will change

:-)

SUMMER is coming to an END

2010-07-28T07:32:00.001-07:00

How I know summer is coming to an end:
1) tomorrow starts the last weekend of shows for SSDT (Searcy Summer Dinner Theatre)
2) in less than 2 weeks I move into my apartment for the fall school year
3) I am itching to start this semester! classes, friends, pipers, musical...everything

Im sure there are a few more reasons but thats enough for me.

My friend/roommate CARA GOT ENGAGED LAST NIGHT!!! Oh man, I love it, I'm so excited for her. She is a wonderful person who has found a wonderful man to share her life with. Good stuff.

Also, new school year means NEW BLOG!!
I didnt make a new blog last year, and probably for the best too, considering I didnt blog much...ever...haha
But this year WILL be different! I am determined!
A new blog will be made, blogs will be written, and I will have an amazing semester full of fun/friends/adventures to fill the blog with :-)

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Currently I am sitting in the box office for SSDT playing around and doing stuff on the computer. Like every time I work at the box office. I've only been here for 40 mins and there is just nothing to do. Oh well, I dont mind being completely bored and getting paid for nothing too much.

The summer is almost over, and I can NOT wait for what this semester has instore!!

Have a great day! <3

that strange little feeling

2010-07-21T20:49:00.000-07:00

So...have you ever had that feeling like you should be doing something but you have no idea what that thing is.

I have had that feeling all day today.

I feel like I should be making To-Do lists, or writing things in a calendar, or scheduling something...or DOING...SOMETHING.

I dont know, but its driving me crazy.

Maybe it is just me being ready for school and actually needing to make a to-do list because i have things to-do.

blah!

summer!

Vacation with the Wallings

2010-07-20T21:48:00.000-07:00

Well, I just got back from my nearly week vacation with Riley and his family. I joined the whole gang at the beach for a few days before heading off for the rest of my stay at their house in N.C.

My vacation was wonderful!! I am becoming more comfortable with his family, which is always a good thing, and I think that feeling goes both ways. It was nice to be in a mutually "new" place (as opposed to at their house for the whole time). And, of course, I LOVED being able to be with Riley everyday!
I miss him so much everyday we are not together, and I am so glad every chance we get to see each other (especially as of this past semester and summer, with it all being long distance). Good things are in store for the two of us; I just know it :-)

Now just two weekends left for the summer theatre, and moving into my apartment for the school year on the 10th, and then home for a couple weeks, and then school time!!
I am really looking forward to this school year and everything it has to offer :-)

sometimes you feel like a nut...sometimes you dont

2010-07-02T20:42:00.000-07:00

ya know...
i really dont like this long distance thing.

sometimes its just so hard to truly appreciate and only think about the amazing thing you already have when they arent right there with you.

and then you feel bad for ever letting a thought like that cross your mind.

just goes to show how much i have to grow thats for sure
but i look forward to growing and continuing to learn all about my amazing thing :)

god provides....right?

2010-04-16T21:12:00.000-07:00

....yeah.....

i dont know how im going to pay for school this year.....

apparently no one thinks i deserve financial help at all

.....oh well.

here's to being in debt...lots and lots of debt...

life gets better, one day at a time

2010-04-13T00:58:00.000-07:00

tomorrow i leave spring piper tour!!! this semester has definitely been lacking in piper time, but we are catching up, and what better way to catch up on missed times than to go on a tour for the better part of a week!
I am excited and so ready to spend time with "family," and time loving on hundreds of kids!

also coming soon is the arrival of Riley back onto the soil of america. i can not even begin to express how ready i am for him to be back. i dont want to sound like "that girl" or anything, but having your boyfriend gone for a whole semester really just SUCKS. i didnt have my best friend, the person i vent too, the person who calms me down and takes my stress away, the person who makes me so happy. and without him it has been a VERY LONG semester. but he is coming back tomorrow, and soon back to me.
before today i was honestly pretty nervous about it. alot of time has passed, growing has happened, and emotions have changed since we were together and i didnt know how all of this would play into us being together again. obviously we want to be together, but...its just hard to explain in words. however, i got to talk to Riley tonight via skype/googlemail chat and i feel much better about everything.
and even more ready for him to be back on campus!!

besides the busy-ness that comes with the end of the year. that is my life.

9 DAYS!!!

2010-04-05T22:30:00.001-07:00

Riley comes back to the united states of america in 9 days!!! (and now that its past midnight, 8 days kinda)

It is so close!! yet still far enough away for me to hate it!

This semester has been SO LONG and filled with highs and lows, but the biggest low is the fact that I cant share any of these times with Riley :-(

After hanging out with someone nearly every day last semester, its tough when they are gone. and especially with limited or no communication.

But just 9 more days. that is all I have left until I can once again talk to riley on the phone. and then just a long week later, we will finally, once again be together in person.

it will be a great day filled with constant anxiety until he pulls into my dorm parking lot, and most of all, lots of happiness!

just 9 more days
9

i can do that....

Vienna

2010-03-17T22:25:00.000-07:00

Slow down
You crazy child
Your so ambitious for a juvenile
But then if you’re so smart, then tell me why are you still so afraid
Where’s the fire? What’s the hurry about?
You better cool it off, before you burn it out
You got so much to do, but only so many hours in a day
But you know that when the truth is told,
That you can get what you want or you can just get old
Your gonna kick off before you even get half way through
When will you realize, Vienna waits for you

Slow down
Your doin fine
You can’t be everything you wanna be before your time
Although it’s so romantic on the borderline tonight, tonight
To bad that is the life you lead
You’re so ahead of your self that you forget what you need
Though you can see when your wrong, you can’t always see when your right
You got your passion, you got your pride
But don’t you know that only fools are satisfied
Dream on! But don’t imagine they’ll all come true
When will you realize, Vienna waits for you

Slow down
You crazy child
And take the phone off the hook and disappear for awhile
It’s alright. You can afford to lose a day or two
When will you realize, Vienna waits for you.
That u can get what you want or you can just get old
Your gonna kick off before you even get half way through
When will you realize, Vienna waits for you
Why don’t you realize, Vienna waits for you
When will you realize, Vienna waits for you

stupid atlantic ocean once again!!

2010-02-22T22:36:00.000-08:00

i am hating the atlantic ocean for a far different reason than i hated it over the summer...well thats not true...very similar reason infact...but a more serious one!

ugh!

i just want it to be april
i just want to be able to have things to do outside of class and rehearsal (like on the weekends when i usually just sit around or do work)
i just want to talk to my boyfriend
i just want to see him
i just want to give him a hug and a kiss

i just want to be able to tell him all the things i think...but that cant happen. it cant happen while he is overseas and it cant happen until these things are ready to be said.

for now i would just settle with april
and NOT FREE TRAVEL!! :-(

blah blah blah

2009-12-24T14:27:00.000-08:00

its always great to find out you dont really have the good friends you thought you had

oh well

not like i did anything to help the matter

this semester...just stole everything except my last breath

friends

2009-09-14T20:09:00.000-07:00

soooo i just sometimes want to talk to people again. .... not people in general...specific people that i just miss talking to sometimes

oooooo life

oh wells.

also, i have decided that i dont want to make another blog for the 4th year...so this is about to be 3rd and 4th...blogger can just get over it

:-P

uncertainties of life

2009-09-01T22:46:00.000-07:00

there are so many

things you just wish you could know
wish you could be sure of
wish you could see more clearly

such is life i suppose

perhaps...

2009-08-21T01:18:00.000-07:00

i was talking to a friend of mine the other day about being single and such and he said "maybe we are single because we arent ready yet. like the reason why you dont give a ten year old a ferrari"
i thought about that.
it made sense.
maybe we arent ready. or, maybe we are, but the person we are supposed to be with isnt.
and until we (or they) are ready its just a lonely waiting game.
relying on god.
praying that you and the other person out there will grow and become ready soon, so that you can end the loneliness and start a life together
a life of love; love given by god

...not saying that being single is awful and that being in a relationship makes life worth it. because thats just simply not true.
but when you feel like you are ready to start that journey; or at least get closer to it than you currently are; sometimes being single just simply sucks...

stuck in my head

2009-08-19T08:00:00.000-07:00

"i go about my business, im doing fine. besides what would i say if i had you on the line? same old story not much to say. hearts are broken everyday"

lately i have been in such a jewel mood

good summer days

2009-08-13T23:16:00.001-07:00

today was good. one of those days summer was meant for.

slept in. (like everyday this week actually)
went to little rock with friends. while there we got to meet seth after getting back from his summer in GREECE!! that lucky duck. that was great. we ate at the wonderful red lobster as well :-) yummy yummy shrimp :-)
came back home and picked up courtney
watched some SYTYCD and then "when harry met sally" which has some of the cutest lines and best scenes ever in a film :-)

good times all around.

tomorrow i think its lake day!!!

and then driving home for a week before starting another semester :-)

wonder

2009-07-30T23:44:00.000-07:00

sooo at work there was something that i wanted to blog about....but i have now forgotten what that something is....

oh well

i just had two tacos...at 1 in the morning :-)
they were good

yay for taco bell still being open late in this town that shuts down at 10 :-)

dear stephanie meyer

2009-07-20T10:35:00.000-07:00

please fall back in love with writing edward's story and finish "midnight sun"

the first 264 pages are great and i would really appreciate knowing the rest of the story via him.

k thanks,
--a big fan--

dear...

2009-07-08T11:32:00.000-07:00

dear life.
why are you so expensive?

dear money.
i hate you.

with all my heart,
poor college student

summer things i miss

2009-06-26T23:46:00.000-07:00

while i have been loving this summer, and i love spending it with my friends and in theatre and working...

i have really missed summer things like church camp and vbs and summer devos with a youth group every week.

i miss those great summer things :-/

one day we will be reunited...even if it means going to church camp with my kids..haha
...a long long time from now of course

dear atlantic sea,

2009-06-17T21:44:00.000-07:00

me and you are not friends.
please get smaller or something

sincerely,
megan

why still?

2009-06-15T17:56:00.000-07:00

even after almost a year, it still brings tears to my eyes...

why

even after knowing its probably for the best, it still makes me sad...

why

...remembering the past can suck

passions...

2009-06-10T22:54:00.001-07:00

i am doing a standardized patient thing for the PA program in the next couple of weeks where i act like a patient with certain conditions and the PA students get practice doing what they do. well, being there (and that walk in the science/math building) made me realize how much i really missed taking math and science classes. i really enjoyed that stuff. and one day i would love to be in the field of medicine. being a nurse or something in the medical field is something that i really want to do some day...

some day...

right now though, i cant pass up my passion of theatre. i really do love everything about this art. even the parts that i dont like i can find joy in...its crazy how much i want to be successful however i get involved!! i just spent way to much time looking at spring awakening feeds on youtube and everytime i watch theatre clips or behind the scenes things my passion is just fed. i LOVE it! it inspires me to take singing lessons, to take dance lessons, to work out and stay active and in shape, to audition and take every opportunity i can get! makes me want to give everything i have to any job or part i get; because there is no small part.

i pray that god gives me the chance to do what i dream of and what i love...

harding

2009-06-09T21:41:00.001-07:00

while walking through the science and bible building today for work i realized that i really do like harding. not just because the campus is beautiful (especially during these summer times when everything is green), not just because of the great people, friends, and relationships i have gained while being here; but because it really is a good school.
it might not be the greatest school and it might have some ridiculous rules, but its a good school.
its hard to really see that during the school year with class work and friends to cloud the picture.
but when walking through an almost empty building, you recall the feelings of walking through those halls for class, the good and bad times spent in those classes, the teacher you had, the friends you made...

summer after freshman year i almost transferred...it was actually something i gave alot of thought.

im glad i didnt. ... i would have enjoyed the other school and good memories and relationships and friends would have been made there too ... but im glad i stayed

i wouldnt have it any other way

one of the greatest songs ever written by man

2009-05-05T22:48:00.000-07:00

Well I don't know if I'm wrong
Cause she's only just gone
Here's to another relationship
Bombed by excellent breed of gamete disease
I'm sure when I'm older I'll know what that means
Cried when she should and she laughed when she could
Here's to the man with his face in the mud
And an overcast play just taken away
From the lover's in love at the centre of stage yeah
Loving is fine if you have plenty of time
For walking on stilts at the edge of your mind
Loving is good if your dick's made of wood
And the dick left inside only half understood her
What makes her come and what makes her stay?
What make the animal run, run away yeah
What makes him stall, what makes him stand
And what shakes the elephant now
And what makes a man?
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know
No I don't know you any more
No, no, no, no...
I don't know if I'm wrong
'Cause shes only just gone
Why the fuck is this day taking so long
I was a lover of time and once she was mine
I was a lover indeed, I was covered in weed
Cried when she should and she laughed when she could
Well closer to god is the one who's in love
And I walk away cause I can
Too many options may kill a man
Loving is fine if it's not in your mind
But I've fucked it up now, too many times
Loving is good if it's not understood
Yeah, but I'm the professor
And feel that I should know
What makes her come and what makes her stay?
What make the animal run, run away and
What makes him tick apart from him prick
And the lonelier side of the jealousy stick
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know
No I don't know, I don't know, I don't know
No I don't know, I don't know, I don't know
Hell I don't know you any more
No, no, no no...
Well I don't know if I'm wrong
'Cause she's only just gone
Here's to another relationship
Bombed by my excellent breed of gamete disease
I finished it off with some French wine and cheese
La fille danse
Quand elle joue avec moi
Et je pense que je l'aime des fois
Le silence, n'ose pas dis-donc
Quand on est ensemble
Mettre les mots
Sur la petite dodo

Damien Rice--The Professor

the closing of another school year

2009-05-04T22:50:00.001-07:00

wow...it is finals week of spring semester already
crazy how time passes. at some points moving sooo quickly, and i some points taking forever to pass. this semester/year has seemed long, yet at the same time i cant believe it is already over.
oh man.

finals week is upon us.
i have already taken one test....none tomorrow (just studying and packing for me)...and then 2 on wednesday and two on thursday and i am out of here!!
home for almost 2 days to celebrate my birthday (MAY 8TH!!! 21!) and then back to searcy to leave for scotland and england.

i am so excited!

this has been a crazy semester. lots of drama. but even more good times. and i have made some great relationships this year/semester. ones that i hope i will never loose!

also, 7 minutes then it is my bedtime, so i am out. just a short sweet post :)

my life

2009-04-30T19:19:00.000-07:00

...

not good enough for boys
not good enough for the musical

too bad everyone else i know is good enough to be cast in the musical
and everyone else is liked

and everyone else is happy

tonight i am not happy

but its fine

i'll pretend to be happy later

im glad school is almost over...that will be a good day

dear kris (and anyone else wondering)

2009-04-29T00:07:00.001-07:00

i was serious (not sarcastic) in that last blog
i wanted to be secretary so i am actually excited and thankful

:-)

also, i think we have awesome new club officers who (at least at the moment) seem very dedicated to helping make this club great...or at least work its way up from what it has been in the past.

last year's officers did a great job at getting some things done and trying, and i think this next year will be even better

lets make cp/apo something people actually WANT to be a part of!!

(alright, my speech is over now)

thank you

2009-04-27T19:00:00.001-07:00

dear members of cp/apo

thank you for voting me your secretary for the 2009-2010 school year

love
megan

un-writable

2009-04-23T23:02:00.000-07:00

so much to say, no words to say them with.
there are things i want to say, but cant because of other eyes
there are things i want to say, but cant because i wouldnt know how
there are things that i dont even know i want to say but that are there

so instead of saying any of them, here are some lyrics from a song that i very much enjoy

Sometimes in the morning i am petrified and can't move
Awake but cannot open my eyes
And the weight is crushing down on my lungs i know i can't breath
And hope someone will help me this time
Your mother's still calling you insane and high
Swearing it's different this time
And you tell her to give in to the demons that possess her
And that godnever blessed her insides
Then you hang up the phone and feel badly for upsetting things
And crawl back into bed to dream of a time
When your heart was open wide and you loved things just because
Like the sick and the dying

And sometimes when you're on you're really fucking on
And your friends they sing along and they love you
But the lows are so extreme that the good seems fucking cheap
And it teases you for weeks in its absense
But you'll fight and you'll make it through
You'll fake it if you have to
And you'll show up for work with a smile
And you'll be be better you'll be smarter
More grown up and a better daughter
Or son and a real good friend
And you'll be awake and you'll be alert
You'll be positive though it hurts
And you'll laugh and embrace all your friends
And you'll be a real good listener
You'll be honest you'll be brave
You'll be handsome you'll be beautiful
You'll be happy

Your ship may be coming in
You're weak but not giving in
To the cries and the wails of the valley below
Your ship may be coming in
You're weak but not giving in
And you'll fight it you'll go out fighting all of them...

A Better Son / Daughter
Rilo Kiley

oh my life

2009-04-15T22:22:00.000-07:00

soooooo i will be a happy person when this website design for internet comm class is DONE!!!

uuuhhhhh i can not even begin to explain.

i am very ready for school to be over!

on the 8th of may i will be turning 21!!!!
on that day i get to see RENT (again) with my wonderful friend james from home!!
and his b-day is two days before mine so it will be a birthday celebration for the both of us!!!! YIPPIE!!

then on the 10th of may i will be getting on a plane to go overseas to scotland and england for PIPER TOUR!!!!
i am sooooooooooooooooooooooooo freakin excited about that trip, i can hardly believe it is coming up so soon!!!!
it will be a good weekend.

rent and overseas wonderfulness....

:-D

..................................

i just have to survive the semester
and hopefully get some grades up...
i would like to end with A's and B's....*cross some fingers*

dear computer

2009-04-10T00:23:00.000-07:00

load my dining room pictures faster!!!!
i would like to go to bed.

truly,
your owner

spring sing

2009-04-09T22:08:00.000-07:00

united we stand, divided we fall.

well we only have to stand united for 3 more shows!

im sooo tired. i mean, i know that i am not out there on the stage dancing...but we are running the show the entire time back stage and getting clubs in and out and so on. there an hour at least before and who knows how long after. blah. im glad i get paid :-)

also, i will not want to blow up another balloon or hear another balloon POP for a long time after spring sing!!

scapin is this week...hope they all do wonderfully this week! i cant see it till next week. so im glad they are having shows next weekend so spring singers can come to the show. i am very excited to see it!!

i want to sleep....we should get a long weekend after spring sing.

really this is random, but i just felt a need to blog

j'aime le francais

2009-04-01T19:04:00.000-07:00

i went to the french bible study tonight and really enjoyed.
while its true that i didnt understand every word i sang, or every word they read from the bible section (although, i did have my english bible right there beside me too), i enjoyed it.

i want to keep taking french class (which i intend on doing while im here)
i want to be fluent in french!
i want to go to France!

i really want to go on the summer french campaign next summer!!

i am going to do everything i can to go on that french campaign next summer. that is my goal for the future.

L'espoir est le rêve d'une âme éveille

today

2009-03-26T23:04:00.000-07:00

sooo today i woke up after sleeping for FOURTEEN HOURS!!
i went to take a nap at 6...and didnt really wake up till 8 the next morning.
crazy.

i have the hiccups right now

also i want apple juice

i got to talk to my friend lucas tonight. that was nice. havent heard from him in awhile. he is coming into town this weekend and i wont even be here. sad.

but i am looking forward to going home. that will be nice. also sad austin wont be able to join me, but there is lots of laundry to do, so eh, i can do that.

greys anatomy was SO good tonight!!! the final scene (for those of you that havent seen it i wont spoil) was the cutes and best thing ever!! so good.

i am ready for summer...i think this summer i will read "angels & demons"

the end

titles are over-rated

2009-03-22T20:28:00.000-07:00

all i wanted to say is that this weekend was good.

i mean, i didnt do any school work, so that wasnt necessarily good. but honestly, who likes doing schooling on the weekend? certainly not me.

friday night started out quiet, but yay for austin calling me and ending that quiet night.

so i hung out with friends all friday and saturday and then sunday till 7 when i finally came home and chilled in my living room. which is what i am currently doing.

it was good.

i like just hanging out and being with people i like.

thats all :-)

what comments do...

2009-03-15T23:15:00.000-07:00

"...i love you and God loves you. be His best friend for a while, see who else he brings into your life!"

this was part of a comment posted by a friend in reference to my last mopey (mo-pee) blog.
thanks friend

this was one of the best comments you could have sent me. in fact, i always like your comments. but me liking your comments is besides the point.
the point is that you are right.

i really need to crack down on myself for the rest of the semester, and really just starting now until the rest of always.
i need to focus.
focus on school. force myself to work work work.
focus on health. set time to work out and be healthy and actually stick to it!
focus on sleep discipline. do school and working out and everything else in a timely manner so sleep can ensue before 2 a.m. (obviously that wont happen tonight). stick to a cut off time. getting sleep makes me happy...therefore i should actually get some!
most importantly
focus on god.

i have realized that i talk to god when i need something or when something is going well and i want it to continue, or when i want something from god, or because a situation is...however it happens to be. and while talking to him for those things is a good thing and i shouldn't stop doing that; that shouldn't be the only reason i pray or spend time with him.
the sermon today at church was about walking with god. while i cant remember the catchy acronym he had for WALK, i did retain the important fact that walking with god is a constant, everyday, and every situation activity.
and while i know that, and have known that and heard that before, today with other recent thoughts it just hit me harder. it actually hit home for me today.
god should be involved in everything i do.
i should pray to him always, for everything. walking to class, going to bed, when there is a problem, when there is a praise, when i need to tell someone something, when i have a spare minute in the day.
i should read his word. god cant talk to us if we arent reading what he is saying. god cant be a part of our lives if we dont know how we can have him in our lives. you cant walk and abide in god if you are not reading and abiding in his word. how can i claim to be a christian and claim to be living in christ if i dont know what god has to say about the matter. when i dont read how to do that and i dont read what he has written and preserved for us to know. the wisdom and knowledge it takes to do that.

so here goes trying

here goes re-building my life

here goes disciplining myself and constantly having to strive and push for what i want.

here goes becoming best friends with god (and becoming a better 'me' in the process)

pray for me. i'll be trying, but it will be hard.
xoxo

self discovery

2009-03-13T21:58:00.001-07:00

so this is a theory i have about...me

i dont make a very good best friend.
ive decided
i just dont think i have what it takes to be one. whatever that is.
i can have good friends or close friends for a while and then...they find someone...better. or someone that they can always be friends with and its always good. or whatever. i dont even know
i dont know why or what it is
i just dont think im...cabable. or whatever.

its like im one of those "part of the group" friends. but thats it. just there because somehow im a part.

i didnt say this was a very fully developed theory.
theory non the less

a theory that i see proving itself true too many times.

Spring Break so far

2009-03-11T22:49:00.000-07:00

friday i went to OC to see my friend carla and their spring sing. it was a great weekend. carla's club, iota kappa phi, did SOOOOO well!!! they won 4 faculty awards (half, and the best half) and they got 2nd over all!!! w000t! and its only the club's second year. they are pretty much amazing.
but yeah. i got to see that and see her and other cool people. and it was great. i love oc. really do. so that was fun.

then i went home for a few days and slept.
lots of sleeping.
i like sleeping. its great.

now its wednesday night and i am with the rest of the gang (kevin, kris, stephen, courtney, amber, ashley, and mary) in eustace texas at ashley's house. tonight was just church, movie, and friends. quiet, but nice night. its going to be a fun and interesting next couple of days.

tomorrow night we are going to purgatory. yay.

also, i love kevin

now, bye bye
xoxo

Dear Megan (thaaaaaat's me)

2009-03-04T23:14:00.001-08:00

dear megan,

1) you can not do it all. one life is not long enough.

2) spring break is just two days away. STUDY for this test tomorrow! and stay FOCUSED!

3) trust god. he hears/answers prayers but he also has his own timing.

4) hang out with adam more often. lunch was fun.

5) be a servant. love your friends. love your "neighbors." love everyday god gives you (or...something about everyday god gives you)

6) spring break will be fun! yay!

7) MAIL CAMPAIGN LETTERS!

very sincerely,
yourself

the price you pay

2009-03-02T22:22:00.001-08:00

sooo getting caught up at school means not being able to do anything else...like watch tv...grays anatomy for instance.

oh dear oh dear.

BUT good news is that i believe i am almost caught up...

then after that i should be able to do other things...that arent school related :-)

today hasnt been the funnest day. but its been a productive day.

also today involved making a to-do list and getting class notes finally organized :-) doing these things made me happy

"the secondary people"

2009-03-01T13:15:00.001-08:00

in Elizabethtown this is what she called herself and him.

yep.

but good movie. might watch it.

piper tour donts

2009-02-26T20:38:00.000-08:00

something that is not so fun on piper tour:
getting sick!

wednesday around...oohhh noon i started feeling bad. then on the way to dinner (in the bus...so literally on the way) i had keith pull the van over so i could throw up.

and that happened a few more times that night.

luck for me dinner was at a doctors house. so he gave me medicine and i slept at their house that night.

woke up at 12 noon.

went to WATCH the last two piper shows.

then we came home.

tomorrow we have another day of pipers in memphis!! im glad i feel well enough to actually participate tomorrow.

innercity highschool theatre kids....should be fun ;-)

couch vs floor

2009-02-22T23:31:00.000-08:00

as me and austin were sitting on the couch tonight, we noticed a fun little trend (well, a trend of that night anyway)...
on the couch (and kevin was on a chair), were sitting the single people
on the floor/"the sea" as austin called it, were all the couples
...well thats not true, courtney was on the floor...besides the point
anyway. that was the observation. "couples" on the floor, single people not.

it was an interesting observation.
also interesting was my comment afterwards which mentioned me needing to hang out with new people...which i of course was kidding. but still. sometimes i just wonder when it will be my turn. i wonder how much longer it will be for i join "the sea." i wonder what events in my life will lead me to someone who i can sit on the floor with.

but, while i might make sarcastic remarks when my friends say cute, gushy things about their growing relationships, i am honestly happy for each and every one of them.
it makes me happy to see the 'couples' that are forming. because they fit. the people are good together. they complement each other. they are happy and with good people, and knowing that makes me glad for them. they deserve it. they all deserve it.
and i also like that we are all friends. that we are forming a wonderful group and the relationships are building it up instead of tearing it down. it is so good to see and be a part of a group of friends like the group i have.
i wouldnt trade them for anything.

ON A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT NOTE:

this weekend was my roadtrip to michigan to see RENT!!
jordan unfortunately couldnt come because she got sick, but we printed off a picture of her and took her everywhere we went :-) so she was there in spirit. haha. the trip was LONG. and the snow once we got up north was PLENTIFUL (and annoying when needing to drive). but the show was GREAT. and the trip over all was GREAT. it was all very worth it.
this was one of those trips that you hear other people talk about and wish you could take yourselves. and we actually took it!! exciting!
i like that musical alot. cara and i are even planning on seeing it again in may when it comes to dallas.
i love my suite alot. they are the best girls to live with!

now its over though, and back to school.
so off i go.
back to life

the object of my affection

2009-02-17T22:06:00.001-08:00

for those of you that have seen that movie...

...i kinda know the feeling

haha

my life

i couldnt ask for more

2009-02-15T15:56:00.000-08:00

so yesterday was valentines day, and closing night for my show!

my valentine was austin jenkins, and my day was pretty perfect :-)
it started off by getting to sleep in till noon, which was awesome in and of itself.
then i woke up to notes on my mirror and a bag of kisses in my fridge from my valentine.
he wrote to leave my car in the ulrey parking lot by 1:30 and when i got back from doing that, i had more notes/quotes from him and instructions to be back at my car at 2.
so i got ready, and did as told.
when i got to my car at 2 i found a notebook on my windshield.
it contained a mix cd and instructions for the day.
(i also found his car for me to use, because he saw that i didnt have a cd player inside my car)
for all of you that have seen "elizabeth town," he made his own version of that for me (and since i LOVE that movie, it was wonderful!!)
the first thing was to just listen to the first track on the cd, and relax, close my eyes, and enjoy it. so i rolled down the window, stuck the cd in, and did so. it was "trapeze swinger" by iron & wine, and it was beautiful.
then it told me to turn the page :-)
i proceeded to travel to: the back of the reynolds (where i found a lovely poem),
the harding academy swing set, where i swang for awhile (which is one of my favorite things to do EVER),
i then went to kris and kevin's appartment, where i found the next thing/clue. and went back to car to listen to the cd and read what he had written me. which was the "alphabet of megan" and was 26 adjectives, and something written about each ones application, and it was beautiful. i could have cried :-P
then i went to the underground were we finally met and he had my favorite subway sandwich (sneaky jordan, figuring this out), and a sonic drink. so we had lunch and then watch "paris, je t'aime" which was an odd, but good movie, i will have to purchase it for myself.

It was wonderful!! i was so giddy pretty much the entire time. kris and kevin can attest to that fact when i went in asking for my next clue. haha. i loved it

we finished the movie about 5:30, so i had just enough time to grab my clothes for the last show and go see my mom and brothers who came in to see it.

then i watched the last performance of the show that i directed. i was so proud. it was really good :-) the whole process was stressful as ever, and i have definitely learned some things, had fun, had not fun, have things that i have learned i need to work on, but it was good. my cast was great, and my stage manager was amazing and kept me sane :-)

soooooooooooooo yeah.

pretty much it was a great day

and now that the show is over i will have a life back and NOT have rehearsals all the time!! yippee! (and the best part is, i see everyone in my cast usually on a regular basis because we are all friends anyway, so thats good tooooo)

AND this time next week we will be driving back from detroit after seeing RENT!!

OPENING NIGHT!!!

2009-02-12T23:00:00.000-08:00

TONIGHT WAS OPENING NIGHT!!!

...yay...

the show went very well!
i am so proud of my cast and i love them and think they are great, and hope they dont hate me for putting on that director hat (especially towards the end) and being pretty straight forward....but i have always thought they were great and awesome! that is why i cast them! and i couldnt ask for more!!

sooo yeah.
opening night is done
that is a really good feeling.
now i just have to make sure things keep running smooth....because now its an actual show and everything is done and set and....yeah.

oh man

:-)

im just happy about it

i hope those theatre tales are true

2009-02-11T21:12:00.000-08:00

ya know how they say that if you have a bad dress rehearsal that you will have a good show??

well, i sure hope that is the case tomorrow.

tonight was dress rehearsal and...yeah. i almost started crying twice during my show (not that good kind of crying)....and i dont think ive ever been as stressed...

well, i get stressed alot...but this is pretty intense.

this is my grade! my grade!!!!
based sooo much on this i have no control over...

my life....

theatre....

directing....

i will be a happy person when its over (unless i get a bad grade...then i will be an eternally bitter person)

*LOVE*

2009-02-09T22:31:00.001-08:00

two more rehearsals then SHOW!!!
aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

...

BUT then i get to see rent! and that is getting me through alot of this week :-D i am SO excited!! yay

and so it begins

2009-02-08T21:06:00.000-08:00

so today started show week.

too bad school wont stop for this occasion.
too bad we dont have another week of rehearsal.
too bad sometimes i have to wait for my cast members to stop their own private conversations before i can continue to direct them.
too bad that in 3 days i have no more control over what happens in my play because they will be performing it for paying audience members.
too bad i havent been able to do laundry since i've been here...cara told me today that she might just end up doing it for me this weekend because she knows i have no time to get it done. haha.
too bad i have a test tomorrow in internet communication, and i have no idea what that teacher talks about in class...so this test should be fun. since i know nothing about anything he says. internet communication="WHAT?!"

BUT

after this week, im going to see RENT with my suite!
at the end of this week i am doing valentines day with a friend :-) im pretty excited about it. i have no idea what we are doing, but ashley said he has told her part of it and she said i will like it. so thats cool.
after this week i will have time to do school work. and hang out with friends. and sleep.

done complaining about life now
:-)

missing him

2009-02-03T23:38:00.000-08:00

so i just went to ex-bf's facebook to say hey (we are still friends, im not crazy stalker)...sometimes i really miss that boy. i mean, i am definitely ok with being just friends, and i know that is what needed to happen. i could see that pretty soon after breaking up.

still, sometimes i miss being with him, and miss what we had. we were friends before we dated, and so becoming closer just made it better. i liked that. i liked that he wrote music. i liked that he loved god. i liked that he would tell me he liked my hair when it was all crazy and messy. i liked that he used the word gorgeous when he complemented me. i liked that he was cute. i liked that i was dating someone i have had a crush on since 9th grade. i even kinda liked that we had dated before in h.s. i liked that the future didnt freak me out with him.

i liked all those things, and i miss all those things.

sometimes i just miss him.

but i am glad that we are still friends. and im glad that i have all of those things plus so much more to look forward to when i finally find that person i will spend forever with.

the day i find that is a day i am looking forward to.

until then i suppose i will miss him every now and then, be content with the joys my life currently has, and pray god doesnt wait too long to put that guy in my life

dear dr. daggett

2009-02-02T03:26:00.001-08:00

this gospel of john test will be ridiculous...

your class might just give me a stroke...

sincerely,
megan

2009-02-01T18:32:00.001-08:00

my life.....

oh my goodness.....

sometimes...

2009-01-28T23:13:00.000-08:00

sometimes you just dont feel like you have what it takes. sometimes you dont feel like you are enough...

...and sometimes you are tired and need to shower and sleep...

Did someone order more time?

2009-01-22T23:35:00.000-08:00

...yep! that was me!

sooooo this semester has been the busiest i've probably ever had! i have never had more things floating around/to plan/think about/remember/keep track of than i do right now! ALL in my head! ALL at the same time! soo many things!
for those of you that dont know; all of this is due to the fact that i am directing a play this semester and it goes up on valentine's day weekend. creeping closer and closer.
we started rehearsals as soon as the semester started and i hit the ground running and have yet to slow down (did i mention there was 17 hours of classes along with that?). its kinda stressing me out...and there have been some very pessimistic days...but i am trying to keep cool and tell my self to just chill!

but enough complaining about my life, lets talk about good things! keeping on the same track, my rehearsals are going really well!! my cast has been great so far! they listen to me and try things and patiently wait while i sometimes get off track or distracted with a note i need to give my stage manager :-) i love them all! all 6!
the first week we blocked the show...very rough blocking, but a base to work off of once we got into characterization. which is what we have been doing this week. breaking down the scenes and lines and putting as much life as we can into these people/actions. tonight was the last rehearsal for the week and we have already made so much progress on the scenes! especially for this week being the 2nd time we have rehearsed them, they are coming along so well! i am proud of them all!!

also in play world, the other two directors i am going up with and myself had a production meeting yesterday and got a lot of things settled for monday's production meeting, and i feel pretty good about where we are about "outside of rehearsal" things we 3 as a group need to get done.

ummm...yeah. really all thats going on in my life is theatre.

last weekend (1st weekend of school) we had piper retreat and that went really well, we got alot of new and fun things done!! which is exciting!

monday we had off of school. that was nice! so sunday night a group of us was able to hang out and not worry about anything except having fun. which is WAS super fun!

now however i MUST read and do work...the joys of having classes that you are actually required to read in due to daily quizes :-)

the semester is OVER!!!

2008-12-22T15:30:00.001-08:00

the Fall 08 semester is officially over! hooray! It was a good semester....interesting semester...semester filled with lots of ups and downs...but its over and next semester starts anew :-)

now to sit back and relax at home for 3 weeks with family and friends....oh yeah...and with my script for my one-act play im directing in the spring...well, almost all fun and no work ;-)

hope everyone's semester ended well and you enjoy your break!!

behind the words of "whatever"

2008-12-07T23:53:00.000-08:00

As much as I don't want to, I do
As much as I would like it to mean as little to me as it does to you, it probably doesn't
As much as I would like things to be different, I know they never will

So go on doing what you do
Go on liking whom you like
Your feelings now will be your feelings always
Join the club; it's happened before

I know the game, and I know the rules
Some people always win, while others aren't so lucky

time flies...

2008-12-03T23:55:00.001-08:00

i should really write a new blog...update....talk about the things on my mind...

i will do that...sometime on the soonish :-)

why do these things intregue me so?

2008-11-17T23:14:00.000-08:00

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN people right now.
1. You have a huge heart, stay strong!
2. You've changed, but i hope your journey leads you to yourself.
3. I miss you alot
4. I wish we were closer.
5. Thank you for everything
6. You hurt me, and i wish i fully understood.
7. You have given up caring.
8. Im sorry.
9. Im glad we can be open about things, even though some of that openness isnt easy
10. Im sorry I suck at showing whats inside sometimes.

NINE things about yourself.
1. I am very self conscious
2. The future freaks me out!
3. I regret
4. My faith and full reliance on God has its ups and downs
5. I have put up walls that im afraid will be hard to break down
6. Nature's beauty awes me every day
7. I am impatiently waiting
8. I wish i was less of a follower (in some cases)
9. I believe that "the greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return"

EIGHT ways to win your heart.
1. The little things mean the most
2. Be able to hold a conversation not only about the important things, but about the silly nonsense too.
3. Give me butterflies.
4. The cute things you dont even realize you do
5. Show me you care about me for me
6. Sing to/with me, or play me a song
7. Earn my full trust
8. Love

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot.
1. The future
2. How i am viewed
3. Home
4. Boys
5. the past
6. meaning
7. sleep

SIX things you do before you fall asleep.
1. Set my alarm
2. Brush my teeth
3. Check FB/email
4. Think about the day, or the morrow
5. look at the mess that is my desk
6. find a comfortable cozy spot

FIVE people who mean a lot to you at the moment.
1. Courtney
2. Adam
3. Amber
4. Kristopher
5. Leah

FOUR things you really enjoy doing.
1. Theatre
2. Laughing with close friends
3. Learning (not necessarily just school learning)
4. Being in the arms of someone who cares about you

THREE things you absolutely hate:
1. Feeling used or unwanted
2. There are only 24 hours in a day
3. The devil...haha :-P ?

TWO places you want to travel to that you've never been before.
1. Chicago
2. Overseas (period, not picky enough to care at the moment) yay piper tour!! THIS summer!

ONE confession.
1. Most people mean more to me than I show them they do...Its hard for me to show

...there are much better things to blog about i know...

2008-11-16T23:04:00.000-08:00

If the last person you kissed saw you kissing someone else right now, do you think they would be mad?
hahaha...i highly doubt that

How do you know the last person you were in a car with?
...theatre??....it was kaity and courtney...different ways...

Where were you at 10:17 pm last night?
hmmm...watching 13 going on 30...kinda....and probably listening to courtney read cosmo

Besides this, what are you doing right now?
talking to kris and prolonging needed sleep.

Will you be up before 7 am tomorrow?
No sir!

Who did you last piss off?
i would like to think nobody

Who gave you advice recently?
courtney?? maybe...

What is something you disliked about your day?
im sure there was...but obviously nothing worth remembering

Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night
Nope

Someone just handed you $100,000. Now what?
3,000 would go straight to my PIPER campaign in the summer...then i would probably really love to pay school loans...and after good causes...

Is it easy for someone to make you smile/laugh?
most of the time, yes...its rather easy

What's been different this year?
i didnt go home this summer, i lived in searcy....

Meet anyone new this year?
yep yep. sure did!

What was the last thing you drank?
water

Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex?
yes! and he is great...friends of the opposite sex are sometimes the best

Did you have a dream last night?
Yeah...most was good...at one part i couldnt breath in my dream. but its fine

Did you get anything off your chest today?
nope, too bad

What are you thinking about right now?
haha, what i didnt get off my chest...

Who would you do anything for?
obviously there are some things you just CANT do for people...but...if i had the ability, i would try to help anyone i could

Last place you hugged someone?
third floor of shores between my room and courtneys room

Who was the last person you talked to on the telephone?
real talking?...adam?

Is there anything stressing you out currently?
always.
Haha.

Do you remember what you were like a year ago?
yes...and i seem to be learning the same lesson...

Who are you missing the most right now?
mary maybe

Who was the first person you talked to today?
courtney and kaity

What are you NOT looking forward to?
Life

Do you plan on moving out of your parents house next year?
we shall see...next year is my last at school...EK!

How late did you stay up last night and why?
1:30 ish....having fun with friends

Is there any meaning behind your profile song?
blogs can have profile songs?

Can you keep a secret?
yes.

Do you wish on 11:11?
I hope on 11:11 (i stole this answer...but its true)

Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
Not at all!

Who was the last person in your bedroom?
My roommate is in here right now

Who's the most annoying person you know?
haha...depends on the day ;-) ... but really i dont know

Do you know someone with the same birthday as you?
COCA-COLA!!!!

If your ex called you right now, would you answer?
of course, we are still cool

Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past month?
um....yeah...

Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you?
Yeah. A few, apart from the friends.

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with M?
in fact i have

When was the last time you cried really, really hard?
if by really hard you mean all day; about three weeks into the semester...

Who took your profile picture?
Leah's computer!

What's on the schedule for tomorrow?
class and lets hope spring sing call backs!

Do you want someone dead?
Never

Do you miss anyone?
im sure i do...there are always friends i never see and would love to

Do you listen to your friends' advice when they give it to you?
Ssometime. Depends on how bad I want the complete opposite.

What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
pushed two chairs together to make a bed :-D

Would you rather get up earlier or sleep in?
sleep in

Do you trust people?
sometimes too easily; even though life has taught me not to

When was the last time you had your hair cut?
july

Is the last person you made out with mad at you?
dont think so

Will this Friday be a good one?
lets hope so, then comes thanksgiving break!!

Can you read other people's expressions?
haha...i wish i was as good as others...but depending the person

When was the last time something bothered you?
Today.

Have you ever stayed in a hotel?
Several times...honestly, who hasnt??

How did you feel when you woke up today?
just dandy

How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night?
from the start of "chicago" till right after the song "funny hunny"

What's in your pocket?
not a thing

Where did you buy the shirt(s) you're wearing now?
in the front lawn. ENCOURAGE!

What are you listening to?
sadly nothing...my roommate is sleeping

Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
its crossed my mind

Last female you slept in the same room with?
courtney

Do you get along with your mom?
Yep.

How have you felt today?
cozy, tired, ignored, energized...its been an eventful day

Do you know if anyone likes you?
unfortunately i think not. such is life

i love fall

2008-10-31T23:29:00.000-07:00

where to begin??

these past couple weeks have been really good. i've been able to hang out with friends i havent really been able to this semester much, and make new friends. and it has been good. i've been happy. which is good, because alot of this semester has been a state of contentment (at best).

tonight and the past couple nights i've kinda been in a slump again, but im trying to stay out of it and keep spirits high. i've been letting something bother me that i shouldnt be letting bother me. i just need to remind myself to love life and love god.

besides that though, tonight was halloween!! it was pretty fun. i got to watch most of the rocky horror picture show. haha, funny times. then i met some friends for the Seminoles stomp; which was AWESOME! derek was the president, so he was leading the pledges, and he was so fun to watch, and all the pledge boys were fun and got into it. it was enjoyable. then after that some of us went and threw fruit loops all over a friends front yarn. haha. that was funny. now im home ready to start tomorrow. tomorrow some friends are going to amber's house to hang out and play wii and maybe 4-wheel and eat dinner and star gaze and fun stuff like that. im excited! it should be a good weekend :-)

school is....well, school. going way to fast for my taste...but, oh well. its crazy how you want school to speed by before you graduate highschool...and now that college is here, i want it to slow down...but i think the slowing down part is mainly for the social side of college...

OH! we had a local piper tour thursday. that went really well!! such a good first day tour, and we had some awesome kids and good good stuff happen at shows. tuesday we leave for our week of fall tour, which is so much school and stuff to miss...BUT it should be a good tour. we are going to memphis and nashville and atlanta...so should be fun!

it feels like i had more i wanted to write....
like, about the weather and how i LOVE everything about fall!!!!

but im not sure ;-)

Psalm 37:3-7

2008-10-17T22:27:00.000-07:00

"Trust in the LORD and do good; dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture. Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the LORD; trust in him and he will do this: He will make your righteousness shine like the dawn, the justice of your cause like the noonday sun. Be still before the LORD and wait patiently for him; do not fret when men succeed in their ways, when they carry out their wicked schemes."

Mary put this at the bottom of her email she sent me. I looked it up. I was awed at God.

I have stayed in contact with Mary while she has been in India, and even from there she has been an inspiration and an amazing friend that I love dearly. So she knows about the things going on in my life, and knows what I need to hear. But this verse is EXACTLY what has been on my heart a lot lately and is what I have been praying for strength to be able to do, and reminding myself throughout the day to try and live.

God is good.

Thank you Mary, and thank you God.

2008-10-09T23:40:00.000-07:00

why do people change?

why cant people keep the same great qualities they have at one time possessed...i know that changing is some areas is good and necessary, and that life experiences shape us and we are constantly being molded...but why cant some of our pieces harden and stay as they are? especially when some of those pieces were better before than they are now...

friends are changing, i am changing, life is changing...sometimes its good; but other times i would just like it to stop

long drives and late night talks

2008-09-22T23:09:00.000-07:00

"And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast."
--1st Peter 5:10

After a small venting text message to my lovely friend kevin about the array of emotions i was going through at the time, he sent me this scripture. and for that i am thankful.
This past week i have really tried to give all my emotions and "baggage" to God. Whenever i get really bogged down with everything going on in my head right now i have tried to remember to just say a small prayer and release it to him. Sometimes this is hard, and i feel like instead of those emotions getting released up to god they get bottled inside and (like tonight) need to be released. So i went for a drive, and text kevin, and that is the first part of what he sent me. and it just reminded me that god is still there. and i thank kevin for always reminding me that god is still there.

after driving tonight i went to the colvins house and adam offered me icecream (which i accepted) and we tried to work on bible homework. got most of the reading i needed to do done, but we mostly ended up talking the whole time. most of it was silly meaningless stuff; but as i was reading the book for bible ("more ready than you realize") we started having more meaningful conversation about god and faith and church and life...and it was really nice. we talked about that till it was time for curfew...i enjoyed it. i like talking about things the mean something in life.

anyway. that was my night. a little harder than the past few, but good in their own way.

numb might be better than this

2008-09-16T20:52:00.000-07:00

sunday my heart broke just a bit...

something unexpected happened...something i definitely did not see coming...

something that hurt...maybe more that i thought it would as well...but then again, maybe not...

today was better than yesterday and im sure tomorrow will be better than today. im healing and living life like i can. i know god is there, just its really hard to see the lesson learned right now. right now i am pretty sure i could have gone without this pain...i dont know. i just have to put everything in him. which i am constantly learning how to do...

right now i just need his strenght and comfort...to feel his arms around me, letting me know it will be ok...

and thank you for all of my absolutely amazing friends that have been there for me. i truely have the best friends ever. even the ones that arent here physically have sent their love, and i know things will be ok...eventually...

thoughts while waiting

2008-09-13T23:42:00.000-07:00

We had piper call backs today and we picked the new members for our troupe afterward and we decided on two amazing guys!!! i am super excited to start this year, it is going to be a good one. (of course i am sad that some people didnt make it, because everyone who got called back was awesome and are really great people...but you cant have a troupe of 20 people. just doesnt work).

anyway. soooo yeah. that was very exciting. and pretty much the only exciting thing that has happened this weekend.

its raining really really hard right now and the wind is blowing like crazy...hurricane ike...tisk tisk...i just looked, and its actually NOT raining much, the wind is just going crazy.

right now i am waiting for matty key to call me...silly boy who is polite and doesnt like talking on the phone when he is chillin with a group of friends...a group of friends i wish i could be chillin at starbucks with too cause i love and miss them all...but i would like to speak with my boyfriend before i go to bed. which might be soon because im tired and i have church in the morning...

lets see...courtney came and hung out in my room for a little while tonight. i enjoyed that. i like hanging out with courtney...

i have a lighting design test tomorrow. first one. im kinda nervous. all that we have talked about so far is electrical theory and electrical stuff like that...which i am not completely lost on...but...yeah. i dont know. sometimes i feel out of my league in that class...but after talking with Lynn, i think thats just me. i probably just freak out about things for no reason... :-)

i have a few time consuming things to do tomorrow...not really alot of things i dont think...but time consuming. because those things involve reading...i told katie i would hang out with her tomorrow...i dont know if that is going to happen or not...maybe if i go over to her apartment to study lighting design with adam katie and i can have some time to talk and catch up...but not lots probably...we shall have to see and hope for the best. i feel bad cause i dont get to see her very much anymore. and i want to, i really do. but i am busy, and i dont always feel like going out after getting off work. i feel like eating and then doing some homework and yeah. chilling in my living room. hopefully as the year progresses i will be able to see her more. and when the musical is over i wont have work for that...so that will give me about 6 or more extra hours a week. thats nice!

thats about all
xoxo

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2008-09-11T21:20:00.000-07:00

Yet another year of school at Harding University has started....

so far so...busy...
but good.

There is alot of stuff going on right now and with the level of tiredness i have and the music leah has playing in the back ground im not really sure if i can complete this blog as first hoped...

but i will get to it soon and very soon.
i am actually going to be in town this weekend (first so far). so i SHOULD have time to do a little internetting (since i honestly have had close to no time on the computer so far). but i cant make any promises considering the reason i havent been able to post a blog yet is because of the amount of time i do NOT have right now...

and its only the third week of school...

oh my life...

:-)